Infinity Bond

The road so far

Molly's pov

i lay in the back seat with shawn. he looked at me and cupped my chin in his hand,and kissed me.

freya scoffed and looked in the mirror and said "Even when she hurt, you still make out."
I roll my eyes and fold my arms, then blush.

I lay down and stare out the window, tear roll down my cheek. Shawn takes my hand
"You okay?"
I nodded and lay down.

"I know something's wrong." Shawn whispers in my ear.

"I- I'm fine."The words just barely slipping out of my mouth.
"Something's up." He says
"Molly what's up?" Freya said.

"I'm fine!" I snapped.

Shawn rolls his eyes. I continue to stare out the window.

My thoughts are screaming in my head.

Your mom never loved you.

Your dad is gone.

You don't have a family.

No one cares.

Your ugly.

Die....

My eyes filled with water but I choked back the tears. I can't let people know I hurt. You can't trust anyone. They always will hurt you. I close my eyes and my thoughts take over my dreams.

*the dream*

I see a gun, knife, and a phone.

The gun can kill me.
The knife can hurt me.
The phone can help me.

I grab the gun.

I was jolted out of my dreams by Shawn.

"I can see your dreams!" Shawn said.
"I wasn't dreaming..." He said
"Yes you where."

He had a grip on my hands. I turned away from his face.

He moved his face in front of mine and I lower my gaze.

He released my hands and the rest of the car ride no one moved. No one talked.

Then we arrived at a hotel. I took what I had on me. A phone. I walked into the lobby.

I talked to the desk attendant

"I would like a room with two beds and a pull out bed."

"ok"

The desk attendant took a pair of keys out.

"third floor." She said

The room number was 925.

I told the others and went to the room.

I went into the room and pulled out the pull out bed. I hopped on it and made sure there was no room for Shawn on the bed.

I heard freya walk in and sit on my bed.

"what happened Molly?" She said

"i had dream"

"what happened."

"I- I killed myself."

With that i started pouring out tears. Shawn walked in and sat on the other side of the bed. He stared at me.

I ran out into the bathroom and locked the door.

I put my back to the door and had my head in my hands crying.

No one bothered me.

When I was done I walked out.

Freya and Shawn were hugging.