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Heaven Can Wait

This is gonna be really short because season 11 is just a couple hours away!

I don't know why I go to him when he calls. I just know that if I ignore him he'll feel abandoned, and saddened and for some odd reason I don't want Dean to feel that way. I've received new orders from heaven, I'm told to wait at my post by the Winchesters. But not to interfere. I've been observing them all day, silent and invisible to them but it seems like Dean can sense me... He'll turn in my general direction and squint as if he's trying to see something that's not there. Their case is a difficult one and harrowing on the boys, especially now that they have the 66 seals to worry about. Finally Dean can't take it anymore and I watch as he gets into his car and drives out to an abandoned barn.

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Deans POV

I've had this weird feeling all day, this prickle in my neck I get when I feel like I'm being watched. This case is frustrating us both, Sam had gone to the library nearby to do some research but I need to leave. It's been all I can do to get 5 seconds of peace with all the crap that's going down, and I remember we're in Illinois. And j recognize this town from just a few short months before, when I crawled out of my grave.

I automatically know where the old barn is located and as I shut off baby the run-down building makes me feel safe. Walking into this place after all that's happened since then is kinda weird. The sigils and protections are still there, along with glass on the floor from when Cas made his grand entrance into my story.... I want to call him down, not just for help but because I trust him. He trusted me with his secret of not being a "hammer" I know now that those feelings could set him killed. I don't know how I feel about him, all I do know is that when I hear wings I know if it's him.

I smile and say to nothing "I'm sure glad that it was you who pulled me out Cas."

"I'm glad I was chosen to save you Dean" he appears behind me but I'm not surprised. I guess that "being watched" feeling was him all day.

"Were you watching us all day?"

"Yes. But I was orders not to reveal myself unless you were in dire need"

"But I'm fine" I'm used to lying like this. I haven't been fine in a long time.

"No, you're not" he looks at me with a scrutinizing expression. "You didn't call me but... Seeing you hopeless like this makes me." He trails off, I don't think he knows how to say that it makes him unhappy when Im unhappy. I feel a thrill at this discovery.

"Cas knowing you siblings I don't think it's a good idea for you to ignore your orders" I slump a bit, I don't want him to leave but I don't want someone else who's important to me to die. I still feel like the world is resting on my shoulders, and it kinda is.

He comes closer and awkwardly envelops me in a hug. I know it's a chick flick moment but I need someone to help me keep it together.

"Heavens orders can wait Dean"