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I did all of it for you

Really just a quick "I read into this moment and read so into it I could've written a freakin essay about it" oneshot. The next one is probably going to be longer

"I'm hunted. I rebelled. And I did it, all of it, for you" Cas's angry words echoed in deans head, it was weird. Usually Cas didn't get so... Emotional, it was one of the few times Dean had really seen Cas and his true self. Not the revised version he put up so he wouldn't be killed by his brethren but raw, true emotion.

And to be honest he liked the fire in the angle's eyes. He was pondering over this small little detail on his way back from a pretty simple wraith case in Michigan. Sam was stretched out as far as his enormous frame would allow in the backseat leaving Dean with the front all to himself. Dean had always like driving at night, just the open road and, if you weren't in a city, you could look out the windows at the clear star filled skies. Of course he's never admit that freakin girly habit to sam. It was hard enough to keep sam from teasing him about Dr.Sexy MD. He continued to stare out at the sky, reveling in a job well-done.

They were going back to Bobbys house for a little r&r, they could sure use it after accidentally starting the apocalypse. When Dean turned back to the road he jumped a bit when he saw a familiar tan color in his peri feral vision, "Dammit Cas!" He whisper-shouted "You gave me a heart attack!" Cas looked at Dean and said

"You don't seem to be having any heart problems." He reached towards deans chest to heal him but Dean held up his hand.

"It's an expression Cas" the Angel simply nodded and sat back into his seat a bit stiffly. Dean thought it was funny how straight Cas always stood and sat and chuckled to himself.

"Is something humorous to you?" Cas tilted his head slightly as he looked at deans squinted eyes when he laughed.

"Nothing. It's just funny that you always have such good posture" he decided to ask the elephant in the impala. "How your search for... You know, God going?"

"I haven't found him yet." Cas looked sad, like a child who had been ignored.

"Hey" Dean put a firm hand on Cas's shoulder "it's not over until you find undoubtably proof. Follow what your heart says, not some dick angel" looking at Dean Cas smiled a little bit.

"Thank you"

"My pleasure" Dean slowly took his hand off of the coat and Cas said

"I only came down to see how you two were doing. It seems as if I'm not needed right now."

"Nah, you keep doing what you're doing Cas. We can handle things down here, if we really need you we know how to find you" Dean looked over to Cas and smiled a bit.

"When I said I gave everything for you Dean" Cas began "I didn't mean that I regretted it." Dean looked into serious blue eyes. He smiled and replied,

"Just because I didn't say anything, doesn't mean I regretted it either" seeming satisfied with their talk Cas disappeared with the soft flap of wings that signaled an angel.

Now a new sentence of Cas's was floating through deans head. And he smiled to the empty road ahead as the boys made their way back home.