When a person like me understands what we were doing it is not like in our head it is very scary for ourselves!
I just... I just realized that... I am Stalker!
When I look back and I thought in what I did for Laura it is kind of... Weird! Scary! Stupid! Insane!
And jail it's where I should be! I know! I killed! I did so many things and most of them were insane!
Wait a minute...
YOU!
Why didn't you tell me that what I was doing was wrong?
You let me did all this crazy and stupid things and you didn't even try to stop me!
What kind of friend are you?
Don't apolozige to me right now!
I won't accept it!
I am not talking to you anymore!
Anyway...
Realizing that when people were trying to "stop your love" they were saying "stop stalking" in reality it is... Ok! I think I am repeating myself!
I cannot believe I am going to say this but... I am nervous! I am blocked!
I need to get out of here but... How?
How?
Tell me!
NO NO NO! DON'T TELL ME! I DON'T TALK TO YOU ANYMORE!
Maybe...
I run to Laura and I start to do what people want me to do! What is right!
She is now up! And... Without the string!
She is looking at me, with a confused face!
I don't blame her!
I really don't!
"Go!"
Her eyes widen and I... I just point to the front door with my head...
"Go!" I repeat.
She takes a step forward but, unsure! She did this to make sure I am not going to hurt her again!
And for the first time: seeing her like this... Seeing her with this attictude to me... Makes me want to cry!
I am a jackass!
I know, you know!
She takes other step.
And other! Always looking at my reaction!
And then... She runs to the door!
And I close my eyes and gulp! I have that ache in my throat... That one that is "screaming": "CRY!"
She opens the door because I didn't take the keys from the door. Because they could have other key and open the door!
She opens it and doesn't look back... She just... Runs away closing the door in the process!
I go and I lock the door again!
I am not sure from what I am going to do!
I go to the curtains and I see Laura crying in her mom's arms... Her mom is crying too!
I am going to hell!
I gulp again! But this time it's stronger than me! So I cry!
I cry!
***
I am here alone! Two hours pass!
People are still outside! Laura is still outside!
You know who isn't outside?
My grandpa!
That worrys me!
A lot!
If I have a plan?
I don't!
Why am I speaking to you again?
I shouldn't! But... Just like I understood that I was being a Stalker, I understood that what I did wasn't your fault!
At all!
Anyway...
No! I have no plan!
Time is almost ending!
I know it!
The cops have been from one side to other! And again and again! They have a plan!
That's the big difference!
I know I am the bad guy and they are the good guys and that is a difference too but, I know you understood me when I said that that was the "big difference"...
Forget what I just said!
I don't even know if what I am saying makes sense! I cannot think!
I am to stressed!
I really am!
What if I am going to jail?
I DON'T WANT TO GO TO JAIL! I AM NOT READY! I AM TO YOUNG!
*Track!*
Did you hear this?
They are here!
They are in the second floor!
They want to put me jail!
I bite my lip!
I know what I am going to do!
I grab the big knife I had before and I sit in the chair!
I am in front of the stairs.
Looking and waiting!
For them to come!
And they do!
Two minutes after!
They are three!
They are wearing a uniform and guns!
And they are not going to kill me!
I put the slyest smile in my face!
"Well I was waiting for you! Hello! Welcome to hell!"
Do you want to know why they cannot do anything?
Ok! But just wait a little more!
"Nothing to say? Nothing to do?" I ask.
One finally decides to talk!
"You are surrounded!"
"I know! I don't want to go to jail! So I prefer to do this!"
Ok time to you to know!
They cannot do anything because... Just wait a little more!
"Guns in the ground!" I say with a serious face now!
"Resisting to the police it is going to cost you in tribunal!"
"The thing is... I am not going to tribunal! I am not going to jail! I prefer to die!"
There! Did you get it now?
No?
Really?
Ok!...
I have the knife pointing to my heart!...
"Guns on the ground or I stabe myself!" I say louder this time.
They look at each other some times and then they put the guns in the ground...
This is going to be fun...
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Stalker✔(Raura Fanfic)
قصص الهواة-completed ~ not edited- "You can run Laura... I will run faster... You can hide you... I will find you..."
