A Part Of Me (Sasunaru AU)

Part 3

I woke up in the middle of the night. Again. I'm never able to sleep through the night. I had a nightmare. About my father. I ran a hand through my blonde hair and let out a shaky sigh. I miss my dad so much. I remember how we'd always play football in the back yard. Heh, it feels like it was just yesterday that he was here, saying good morning and goodnight, doing all the things he used to.

I decided to listen to music on my phone. I plugged in the headphones and placed both earbuds in my ears. The song Terrible Things by Mayday Parade began to play. Of course a sad song plays when I'm feeling like this.

I struggled to keep in the tears, I hugged my pillow to my chest. It was the worse feeling ever. Losing someone you love changes you. It may not be noticeable to others, but it is too you. It's like you're left with a permanent scar on your heart. But the worst part is knowing you'll never see them again. You'll never get them back. I finally let a tear fall from my eye, trying not to let out a sob.

I need to calm down. I shouldn't let my mind wander to things like this. I let out a breath and Layed back down. I willed myself to fall asleep. I just wanted to fall asleep and forget. Sometimes I wish I never had to wake up again. I fell asleep to the song Hold On Tlll May by Pierce the Veil. My thoughts resting in sleep.

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I know this is really short but I wanted to write something because I know I won't be updating for a bit.