A Part Of Me (Sasunaru AU)

Part 6

I still can't believe what happened yesterday. I lay on my bed recalling the events that occurred at the theater. What is up with sasuke? He's like a mystery I can't solve. I want to know what's running through that little head of his. Who exactly is this Sasuke Uchiha and why can't I get him out of my head?

Even though Sai and I aren't dating I almost feel bad for thinking about Sasuke all the time. I really don't want to lead Sai on, what am I even doing? Going on dates? Holding hands? Kissing? Doesn't that all qualify as dating? I'm sure it does, 100%. So should I just say yes and go out with him? Or should I not? I already know that I'm starting to develop deep feelings for him, ones I've never felt before.

But I also can't stop thinking about onyx eyes and Dark hair. I feel so conflicted.

And I'm not saying I like Sasuke I'm just saying, if I liked Sai, I wouldn't be second guessing or thinking of someone else, right?

Then again, why should I let my dumb brain fuck up a potentially good thing? Maybe I should just go for it. And hopefully those thoughts that I have been having about a certain someone will go away. Hopefully I'll just forget about him completely.

I don't know what I'm getting myself into. There's a knotting feeling on my stomach telling me that choosing to date Sai is going to cause a chain reaction of extreme events. And maybe it won't. Maybe things will be normal and the same as usual. I don't know exactly where I'm heading at this point, but I hope I don't regret this.

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Hey sorry this chapter is so short. Im having huge writers block right now. I hope to update soon. I don't even know if anyone really likes this or not but, hey, if ya do please vote or tell me so I know if I should keep this story going.