Diary of a Mean Girl

Entry #20

"Ilang beses ko bang sasabihin sayo na layuan mo na si Mark, hah?" I asked the stupid bitch while I'm looking at my pretty nails. Mas maganda pa ata ang kuko ko kesa sa kanya. "Hindi ka ba naaawa sa sarili mo?" Not that I'm concern anyway.

"Tama na, please..." Pagmamakaawa ng bruhang si Hannah. "Siya ang unang lumapit para manligaw. At...At n-nagugustuhan ko n-na rin s-siya." I abruptly glare at her.

"Minerva, sabunutan mo!" I shouted angrily. Nanlilisik ang mga mata kong nakatingin sa kanya. Minerva quickly obeyed habang mahigpit na hawak si Hannah ng tatlong alipores ko from other section. How dare she informed me her feelings to Mark? And how dare she talked back to me? "Ako lang ang dapat magkagusto kay Mark, dumbass!" I roared. Mark is mine alone! Marami na akong napatumbang babaeng lumapit sa kanya at hindi ko palalagpasin ang babaeng ito. Now that she a different case. My ghad! Siya ang kauna-unahang nililigawan ni Mark! It should be me! All the roses, kisses and hugs from Mark should be given to me! Not to this bitch! Mang-aagaw!

Napapikit ako para kontrolin ang aking sarili. Narinig ko rin ang daing ni Hannah. Music to my ears. But I want more. "Slap her, Erica, until your own hands give up." I ordered and she did so. Seconds later, doon na nagsimulang umiyak si Hannah. Sobrang namula ang pisngi nito nang matapos si Erica.

"Ano? Lalayo ka na ba sa kanya?"

"N-no. I can't." I sneered. Sa ilang linggong pang-bubully ko sa kanya, ngayon lang ito naiyak at nagmakaawa. Tsk! Hindi pala effective sa kanya ang pagpapahiya lang, gusto niyang nasasaktan. Hindi niya naman agad sinabi sakin.

"So you're playing tough, hah? Let's see after this. Baka si Mark na mismo ang lalayo sayo." I menacing smile appeared on my lips that petrified her. Yes, fear me, Hannah, because you'll see my bad side for going against my way. "Scissor!" Agad inabot ni Minerva ang gunting sa akin. Nakita ko ang paglaki ng mata ni Hannah at mukhang nahulaan na nito ang ending ng little girl party namin dito sa likod ng school. She tried to struggle for escape but no good.

Naglakad ako papalapit sa kanya. Pilit nitong umatras pero mas tinulak lang siya ng mga alipores ko palapit sa akin. "I've been liking Mark for almost nine years now. Samantalang ikaw, iilang taon mo pa lang dito. So tell me, who wouldn't be mean as me after receiving a news that he's finally courting someone and it's not me? Hmm?" I whispered softly to her. "Wala ka kasi sa kinatatayuan ko. You will never understand. Every devil like me has a reason why they become evil. And my reason is Mark." I pointed out.

"Anyway, you do have a nice long hair." I said too sweetly with my fake smiles. She gasped as if she already knows what's that complement for. I laugh evilly. "But, I think you need a haircut. Right, girls?" All of my minions agreed.

"No! Please! Don't!"

"Oh, believe me it's a yes." I grabbed a small part of her hair and she wiggled. "Stay steal. Sige ka, hindi 'to pantay." My minions and I laughed in unison. Pinili ko talaga dito sa likod ng school dahil wala halos pumupunta dito. Ayaw kong may maka-witness ng little crime namin at baka maka-affect sa governing ko as a student council president and also as a running valedictorian. Yeah. I know it's a bit unfair and evil but I don't care. Lumalabas lang talaga tong ugali kong 'to sa ganitong sitwasyon.

 

When I'm almost cutting her hair, someone grabbed my hand away. I heard gasps but I shot a deadly glare to the intruder whoever he or she is. Imposible kasing galing sa minions ko, right?

"R-Raven?" Anong ginagawa niya dito? Nabitawan ko tuloy ang gunting na hawak ko. Oh, wait! I think I know na what's the reason. Ang gulat sa aking mukha ay agad napalitan ng galit at inis. "What? You're here to save her again?" I menacingly asked.

"I'm saving you. Not her."

"What?" Ano daw? He's saving me? From whom? "What are you talking about?" I snapped. But, he didn't answer. Instead,

"All of you, go back to your rooms. Or else," He said coldly. Bat' ganon? 'Or else' lang naman ang sinabi niya pero bakit pati ako natakot? Maybe because he's a guy. Kaya niyang manuntok.

Maya-maya ay nakita ko na lang ang sariling kong kinakaladkad palayo. Hindi na ako nakapagsalita hanggang sa makarating kami sa room namin. The whole class glanced at us but no one dared to talk. Hinigit niya ako paupo sa upuan ko at tumabi siya. Minerva and Erica came inside, too. Mukhang natakot nga sila. And me, I'm still dumbfounded here. Ano ba talagang meron sa kanila ni Hannah at tinutulungan niya ito? Oh! Wait! Pero ako raw ang tinutulungan niya. At nakakatanga 'yon, ha. Do I need help? Ako kaya 'yong nambubully.

"Ditching classes for bullying activities is stupid, Miss President. Mag-aral ka na lang, running for valedictorian ka pa naman." Aniya na ako lang ang nakarinig. Tinignan ko ito ng masama.

"Bat' ba ang pakialamero mo?" I said through gritted teeth. Mahina lang din ang boses ko at nakatingin lang din sa harap. The class continued and I don't want to get their attention again. Not with this pakialamero. "I know you like Hannah. But, dude, walang pakialamanan ng trip. I'm winning Mark's heart here and you should too in Hannah's part. Pero wag kang nanggugulo sa mga plano ko." Inis kung pahayag sa kanya. Kung pwede ko lang sabunutan tong lalaking 'to. Ay, nako!

"They're building up their relationship. Ginugulo mo sila through bullying Hannah. Sino kaya ang nangingialam sa ating dalawa?" Wika nito. I shot him a deadly glare. So he's pointing out that I'm the one who is pakialamera? Ghad!

"At least, I'm doing something to get what's mine." Giit ko. Nakakainis lang na makitang kalmado lang ito habang nawawalan na ako ng pasensya. I feel like ripping someone's head!

"Mark is not yours." Napairap na lang ako sa sinabi nito.

"Then I'll make him mine. Period." I said confidently. Yes. I'll make him mine no matter what.

"Obsessed." He murmured with a sigh. Tsk! Whatever.

Dear stupid diary,

Haven't I told you that Raven is so weird? Oo, ilang beses na.

In fairness to me, I didn't froze when I saw him. Perhaps, it's because I'm irritated that time when he showed up to save the ugly princess, Hannah. Well, technically, saved. Kasi di naman niya tinutulungan si Hannah kanina. Ako daw ang tinutulungan niya. Which is really weird. Do you know what's the help he's talking about?

Hate,

Venus