My Savior (Kohnnie Fanfic) |Completed|

Depression

~~~~~Kyle's POV~~~~~

I woke up and almost immediately, all of my memories from last night came rushing back. I smiled. Johnnie Alan Guilbert is my boyfriend. Not someone else's. Mine. I thought.

I went to get up, but I was pulled back down by two skinny arms wrapped around me. "Stay." Johnnie said. God, his morning voice is so sexy. "Don't leave."

"Okay. I won't leave. Ever." I said, and kissed Johnnie's forehead. "But you might want to get up soon, babe. It's almost noon." I said, glancing at the clock on my night stand.

He groaned and buried his head in my chest. "I don't wanna. Why can't we sleep all day." He asked.

"We can't just stay in bed all day." I said. I reconsidered what I just said, and rephrased it. "Well, we can't stay in our pajamas in bed all day." I said. "Plus, I want food." I told him.

"I'll get up, change, make you pancakes, and we can get back in bed and watch movies. Deal?" He said, actually opening his eyes and looking up at me.

"Deal." I said, and leaned in to kiss him. We pulled away from the kiss and both said, "I love you." At the same time. I laughed a little, and so did he.

*Skip to after breakfast because I'm lazy*

~~~~~Johnnie's POV~~~~

I felt sorta off today. When I woke up, I didn't wanna do anything but sleep. All I wanted to do was sleep and just stay in bed all day. For the past few days, I had been the happiest I had been in a long time. But today, it's just..... I don't know.

"Are you okay, Johnnie?" Kyle asked, walking in the room and sitting on the bed beside me.

I hesitated. "Yeah, I'm fine." I lied. I hated lying to him, but I didn't feel like talking about how I felt right now. Plus, I didn't want Kyle to worry. "Just tired." I said.

"No. You're not fine. You hesitated. And you got more sleep than I did and I feel fine." He said, becoming more and more worried by the minute. "What's wrong?"

"I-i don't really know." I said, honestly. "I just feel.... Off today. I don't feel... Like myself. I feel sort of... Sad, I guess." I said. I looked up at Kyle. He looked, upset. Was it something I said? Should I not have told him? Oh, gosh, I hope I didn't make him too worried. I thought.

"Johnnie, it's okay. Everything's gonna be fine. It's probably just a little depression." Kyle said, laying down beside me. "Whatever it is, well get through it together. I am always here if you need to talk to me. You know that right?" He asked, looking at me with caring, soft eyes.

"Yeah, I guess so." I responded. I turned on my side to face Kyle. "Can we take a nap?" I asked.

"Sure." He said, smiling, pulling me close to him. "I love you, Johnnie. And nothing will ever change that." He said.

"I love you, too, Kyle. I love you with all my heart, and if it weren't for you, I wouldn't be here right now. Thank you for bumping into me that first day at school." I said, looking up and smiling at him.

"You are welcome." He said. He leaned in and kissed me lovingly. "You are my world." He said, pulling away and looking at me.

"And you're mine." I said. I closed my eyes and buried my head in Kyle's chest, slowly drifting to sleep in his arms.

~~~~~Kyle's POV~~~~~

I tried to go to sleep too, like Johnnie, but I just couldn't. I was too worried about him. What if his depression comes back? What if he.... If he.... I couldn't finish my thought. It was too horrible. He wouldn't do that to me. He loves me and I love him. Yeah. Yeah. I kept telling myself that. Everything will be fine..... I fell asleep, eventually, still thinking about Johnnie.

A/N
I hope you all liked this chapter. I started it last night and just now finished it. Sorry, if it's, I don't knew, depressing. It's just what I thought of for this chapter. It's what I thought should happen. Anyway, I hope you enjoy the rest of the story. Stay happy, not crappy. ✌️
-Raylee