"You need to cut. Your blades are sitting right next to you. Calling you. They are your friend. You need to release the pressure built up within you. So what if you were caught last time? You were being careless that night. You're smart. It's so easy to hide. All you have to do is pick up the blade..."
No.. I don't want to. But I do. Should I? No, I shouldn't. But I miss it. The blood... The physical pain over the mental pain...
Negativity is swelling within me yet again. I don't know what to do.
...I want my blade. Am I strong enough to say no?

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Hidden Behind a Smile
Teen FictionThis is a bit of a depressing story. It captures the feelings of a teenage girl who is fighting the depressing things that life has to offer. It's written in the style of a personal journal, so the reader can better understand how she feels because...