Treasures (Poetry Book Number Two)

I See Red

Okay, first. I am not advertising or recommending suicide. This is just a request. I never even thought about attempting it. Never have, never will. I just want to say that it is a very serious thing. Life is a very serious thing. Once you take it away, you can never have it back.

I'm all alone in my house right now
My head is aching, my heart ache is worse
I ask my self, why and how?
I always feel like last not first

I couldn't take the pain anymore
I look for a rope inside my room
This may hurt, this may sore
But never more once it's my doom

I hang the rope right above me
And tie a knot just for my head
I looked around, no one will see
They would rather see me dead

I stood and looked at my palm and wrist
I see red, I see blood
I cut last night and pounded my fist
It felt familiar and not so odd

I say goodbye to my whole family
It's time to have my final breath
To those who never really loved me
Because of you, I'll meet my death

For BiancaT_T

Just writing about it made me shiver. I hope before you do it, think about if first. Life is precious and everybody makes mistakes. But is death really worth it?

Z.