Bad Girl (PDH X Reader) (DISCONTINUED)

Chapter 3: Aphmau

*That is the outfit for today! Song is for later on!*

I wake up and I feel someone jumping on my bed. It was my sister. No one in the school knows we are sisters because we never hang and take. She is the other me. She is nice, sweet, and loves people unlike me, because people love her. You can only love if you have love yourself. She is cute to, blonde hair, blue eyes, no horns. She looks like mom, I look like my dad a little, but other than that, I look like no one else. I push her off my bed and she leaves the room. I get up and I remember I have to go school early for band. I grab my brush my I brush my hair. I hit my horns a little, but I'm ok. I grab my outfit that was on the dresser. I run out of my room and I grab toast and I eat it on the way to band. I run into the school and into the band room. Dante, Laurence, and Garroth look at me. I say "I made it *pant* on time." They laugh and I ask "What?!" Dante hands me a paper and I look at it. It was a song. I smile and I say "Well lets start!" Dante gets on the drums and Garroth gets on keyboard that plays upbeat music. I grab a microphone and so does Laurence. 

(Play song! Bold is Laurence! Underline is you! Bold and underline is both!)

  Ever on and on I continue circling
With nothing but my hate in a carousel of agony
Till slowly I forget and my heart starts vanishing
And suddenly I see that I can't break free—
I'm

I look at Laurence and He looks at me.

Slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity
With nothing but my pain and the paralyzing agony
To tell me who I am, who I was
Uncertainty enveloping my mind
Till I can't break free
And

I look away and I close my eyes.

Maybe it's a dream; maybe nothing else is real
But it wouldn't mean a thing if I told you how I feel
So I'm tired of all the pain, all the misery inside
And I wish that I could live feeling nothing but the night

I open my eyes.

You can tell me what to say; you can tell me where to go
But I doubt that I would care, and my heart would never know
If I make another move there'll be no more turning back
Because everything will change and it all will fade to black

I look back at Garroth and Dante. I smile and they smile back.

Will tomorrow ever come? Will I make it through the night?
Will there ever be a place for the broken in the light?
Am I hurting? Am I sad? Should I stay, or should I go?
I've forgotten how to tell. Did I ever even know?

I look away and I close my eyes again.

Can I take another step? I've done everything I can
All the people that I see I will never understand
If I find a way to change, if I step into the light
Then I'll never be the same and it all will fade to white

I open my eyes and I feel them change.

Ever on and on I continue circling
With nothing but my hate in a carousel of agony
Till slowly I forget and my heart starts vanishing
And suddenly I see that I can't break free—
I'm

They haven't changed in years.

Slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity
With nothing but my pain and the paralyzing agony
To tell me who I am, who I was
Uncertainty enveloping my mind
Till I can't break free
And

I close my eyes so no one can see.

Maybe it's a dream; maybe nothing else is real
But it wouldn't mean a thing if I told you how I feel
So I'm tired of all the pain, all the misery inside
And I wish that I could live feeling nothing but the night