{Editting} Can I Be Loved? (A NoochZahHutt FanFic)

Chapter 21

VIkk's Pov:

We watch as Matt try's to get Brandon out of the corner. He keeps talking to him self and screaming No. He looks terrified, and he will flinch when Matt try's to touch him. It looked like he didn't even hear us talking he just sat there crying and hugging his head. About and hour latter Brandon started to rock back and forth.
" Princess can you hear me."

He lift up his head and he nods.

" What happened...You sat there crying for the last hours == crying and talking well yelling things....You didn't even lets us touch you..."

Brandon just sat there looking at Matt, with tears running down his face. After a few minutes Matt picked Brandon up and carried him over to the bed.

" Princess, please tell me what happened."
And the reply he gave...
" Voices..."
" What Voices?"
" In my head..."
" What where they saying?"
" It was one....I think..."
" Okay...Well what was he saying?"
" You and the others don't care about me and I should die.."
" Do not listen to the Princess, please never listen to them!"
Matt said with a pain.
" I couldn't hear anything else....it was just him..."
" I know...You didn't react to anything I said."
Brandon sat there for a moment and let out a sigh.
" Love...am I crazy?"

The question even surprised me, The doctor said he would has anxiety, depression and will freak out for no reason....
Matt sighed and hugged Brandon.
" You have depression Princess. The doctor came in while you where asleep. Those voices are apart of it."
" I don't like them. It hurt me..."
" I know, I know. But just ignore them."
" I will try..."
" Thank you Princess....I love you and I always will. Do not ever doubt that. I gave you that promise ring . I want you forever Brandon, I will love you forever and I will not let it die. You are very important to me. So don't let those voices say anything different."
" I love you too, Love. I love you very, very much. And I want to be with you forever."

I smile as I want as Matt pulls Brandon onto this lap and they kiss. After they pull away Matt leans again the wall and starts to rub Brandon back. After a while Matt looks up at us.

( N: Matt, V: Vikk, L: Lachlan, R: Rob, P: Preston, M: Mitch, J: Jerome ) 

N: He is asleep again.
Matt states as he lets out a sigh of release.

We all sit there in a comfortable silence for a little while , but then a though comes to my head.

V: He is going to change isn't he. He is not going to be the same.
N: I am sorry to say this Vikk, but I think his whole personality was an act.
L: I agree, With Matt. He hide the abuse from us. And he acted like it never happened.
V: I know, but I new him forever.
P: We know that Vikky, But something like this will change you.
L: And he has been going though this for about 7 years.
M: He pretend like it never happened.
N: I still love him, no matter what.
J: We all will.
V: I just don't want him to shut us out.
N: I doubt that will happen. I do think it will take him a while to trust us again.
R: Not you, us.
L: And Vikk, You heard him say it. He trust Vikk with his life, and you Matt.
V: He trusts all of us.
R: Yes, but he trusts you and Matt more than us.
N: He is going to loose it every once in a while.
P: And we will be there to call him down.
N: He is not leaving my site.
J: Over protective boyfriend.
N: You are funny Jerome.
M: Yes he is.
J: And that is why you love me.
M: Yes it is.

Mitch states as he kisses Jerome's cheek. We all sit there and laugh as Jerome blushes.

Suddelnly the door opens and the doctor walks in.
( D: Doctor, B: Brandon )
D: Has we woke up.
N: Yes and it was because of those voices.
D: Those are going to get worse, if you don't show him love.
N: We know. And I am going ever stop loving him.
V: Non of us are.
D: That is really sweet. And I am sorry, but you guys need to wake him up.
N: Why?
D: Check up, he cant leave till his mental heath is stable and the bullet wound close. Or he doesn't feel anymore pain.
N: Okay.

Matt proceeds to wake Brandon up.
N: Princess wake up."
Brandon just shakes his head and hugs Matt tighter. We all giggle and Matt smiles and shakes his head.
N:Princess, the doctor is here.
B: Don't care. I sleep.
We all laugh even the doctor.
N: He need to give you a check up. You want to go home right?
B: No, I don't go home.
N: I mean to my house. You can sleep there.
B: No I sleep now.
N: Brandon, You are acting like a baby.
B: But I am your baby.
We all crack up again and Matt blushes.
N: You are cute.
B: I know
N: Can you get up now.
B: Fine, but only because you said so.

Brandon lifts his head out of Matt's chest and looks at us and smiles.
D: Okay Brandon, I need you to come...
B: No.
D: Brandon. I need to get a Cat scan.
B: No

Brandon states and he raps his arms back around Matt's neck.
I hear the doctor sigh.
D: Matt, will you come with us.
N: Gladly.

Matt stands up with Brandon in his arms and he carries him out of the room. Following the doctor.

L: Star, I think he is the same person.
V: Me to, he still does want to get up, and he was teasing Matt.
J: Did you see his face, he was as bright as a tomato.
M: Like you where a minute ago.
J: Biggums stop it.
We all laugh again and Mitch kisses Jerome's cheek again.
I lean on Lachlan and he kisses my head.
P: Okay the cuteness is to much.
R: Like you.
V: Did you forget to tell us something?
J: Yes they did, what happened last night Poofless.
V: Wait are you telling me.
R: Yes I asked Preston out.
L: Omg it finally happened.
P: Yep.

We just talked and talked. And everything was relaxed until the doctor came in...