Hate the Player and the Game

chapter 29

                  

Chapter 29

Diamond

            Sophomore year had started and Rashad had bought me tons of new school clothes and shoes to wear. I had already been the best dressed at school, but now literally every bitch had nothing on me. I loved Rashad for treating me like the queen I was all at the age of fifteen by buying me shit, and getting my nails and hair done, but I also knew that I wouldn't be under his wing forever.  There were tons of new students that I had to meet and I was happy to be around my old crew again. Since me and Rashad had been dating since the beginning of the summer, I was starting to grow tired of him. I wanted someone new to rock my world. I wanted someone new to be seen with. I wanted someone new that could beat my pussy up all night better than Rashad could, and I wanted someone new that I actually had feelings for. Don't get me wrong, I did have allot of love for Rashad, but I wasn't in love with him like I had been with Cruze. The vibe just wasn't the same at all. I know that when you lose your virginity to someone, that your feelings for that person would never go away, but my feelings for Rashad were long gone. I wished I had lost my virginity by choice to Cruze, not Rashad. That's why I felt the way I did, but being Rashad's girl meant a shopping spree every weekend, meant fucking for hours as a way of paying him back, jealousy from hating bitches, and baby momma drama with Bink. She had tried to fight me at Kyeleah's third birthday party a few days ago, and I was pissed that all I got to do to her was punch her right in her fucking face after she threw her drink on me. After I knocked Bink's hyper ass out, Rashad and some of his boy's were already holding me back. They were trying to save Bink from my rampage because they knew what she was in for. She was seventeen years old and I was only fifteen. She didn't need to be picking fights with me anyway. She had to hold a plastic bag full of ice to her swollen cheek and busted lip the whole rest of the party after I left. I was not playing with her ass. She had pissed me off for the last time without me doing something about it. Never would I let a bitch throw a fucking drink on me and not do anything about it. I wouldn't be my mother's child if I hadn't did shit.

            I had recently started my boosting again and lied to Ms. Cherry about working at a clothing store in the mall. I would go to Rashad's house after school or go hang with the twins when I was really supposed to be working. I would go to the mall twice a week, then sell my shit on the same day. I would come back to the group home with over a hundred dollars, I would show Ms. Cherry the money and tell her that I had already cashed my check. Life in the group home had been going good. I just had to stick out three more years until I could finally be free.
          
            I was sitting on my twin bed counting my boosting money bill by bill when my new pager that I had bought started to go off. I looked over and read a number that I had never seen before. I quickly got off of the bed and went down stairs to use the phone that the group home let the kids share. I picked it up and dialed the number. "Diamond, Diamond.....it's Kimbella. You have to help me girl"! She practically yelled at me.

"Well where are you"? I asked.

"I'm in Maple Smith Terrace. You know....where that nigga Trill stay".

"Well what are you doing there"? I asked.

"Ant Man and Pee Wee had came and picked me up. I was bored so I went with them back to the terrace, and now they won't let me leave unless I give up some pussy. I don't want to, and I'm scared girl".

"Girl who's apartment you in"? I asked.

"I'm in Trill's basement, but Trill ain't here. It's just Ant Man and Pee Wee".

"Girl stop being so dramatic. It's not that serious. You gave up so much pussy in your whole entire life span so why are you so scared now"? I asked smartly.