Hate the Player and the Game

chapter 61

                  

Chapter 61

Diamond

          I stared at the floating, yellow, undigested food. I was on my knees hunched over the toilet throwing up my life, or at least that's what it felt like. I caught my breath, stood up, and flushed the toilet. I went to brush my teeth and I fixed my make up. I checked myself out in the mirror one more time before leaving the bathroom. I had on a short, yellow, silk D&G dress with a large, shiny, gold belt that sat from under my breast to my waist line. I had gold Micheal Korse, open-toed pumps with golden Rhine stones on my feet and a gold clutch purse in my hand. My hair was pinned up into a gorgeous, elegant up-do with side bangs and my ears held large, gold hoops. My lips were glossed up and they shined real nice. As usual, my whole body shined from all of the lotion and baby oil that I rubbed myself down in, and I smelled real lovely with the Jimmy Choo fragrance that I sprayed on. When I walked into my bedroom, Cruze was sitting on the bed and he was on the phone. He matched my outfit wearing a gold designer suit, with a yellow tie, and yellow Stacey Adams dress shoes with golden trim. He looked real handsome and I just wanted to snatch every bit of his clothes off and make love to him. I smiled at Cruze. When he saw me, he hung up the phone and stood up. "Damn". He said to himself as he neared me. He smacked my ass softly then squeezed one of my ass cheeks. I blushed then pushed him away not wanting to get wet from his touch.

"Shut up". I said laughing.

"I wanted to give you something tonight to show you how much I really love you". He said going over to the dresser and pulling out a long small box from one of it's drawers. He came back over to me then opened it. I covered my mouth in astonishment. It was a tennis bracelet with about forty carats of silver diamonds. I almost choked on how beautiful it looked. He quickly took it out of it's box then snapped it around my wrist.

"Oh thank you, thank you, thank you"! I said in excitement as I jumped on him and wrapped my arms around his neck. "I love you so much". I said kissing his soft lips.

"I love you too". Cruze said putting me down and grabbing one of my ass cheeks again. I playfully smacked his chest then pulled away from him. He followed me down the steps and out of the house. I hopped in the passenger side of the Dodge and watched as Cruze got into the drivers seat and start it up. He then pulled off, but there was something that I had been meaning to talk to him about. We were headed to Allister's mansion, and there was something that I had to get off of my chest before he made any more negotiations with this man. I looked at Cruze nervously. For a while we rode in silence until we came upon a red light. Cruze looked over at me and put his hand on my thigh. "Why you so quiet"? He asked breaking the ice. "You ain't never been this damn silent".

"Cruze, theres something I have to tell you". I said seriously. I could tell that he thought that it was going to be bad news.

"Tell me, you can tell me anything". He said making me go back to the time when I told him about my biggest secret when he was driving us to the mall eleven years ago. I cringed, closed my eyes, and took a deep breath before I said what I had to say.

"I'm pregnant". The words slipped out of my mouth slowly, but nice and loud enough for him to hear. The red light went green, but Cruze didn't drive.

"By who"? He asked making me upset that he would even ask. I smacked my lips hard.

"You! Who else"!? I yelled at him. Cars behind us started to honk so Cruze stepped on the gas and sped forward.

"Why ain't you tell me"? He asked.

"What the fuck you mean? I'm tellin' you now! We gon' have us a baby". I sank into my seat regretting that I ever told him. "I'm eleven weeks. That's about three months. I went to the doctors yesterday when I was out and she told me everything".