Prince Charming (H.S)

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Qotd:

Love like theres no Tomorrow.

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Just another quick update for you guys. I just wrote and thought I should update it before leaving. It's 5:12 Am here and I should probably be sleeping rn😜 Lol bye!

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M Y R A.

time period: one day before
(The day of the breakup)

As soon as I entered through the door, I slammed it shut and ran up to my room, not bothering to even check up on my mom or make a small talk like I usually would.

When I was inside my room, I locked the door and took heavy breaths.

I leaned on my door, resting my head on it.

Oh god.
I mentally said as I felt my heart beat fast against my chest.

It's done. I finally did it. It's over.

I can rest peacefully now that I know Harry will be fine and so will my mother.

They can lead a secured life now.

I should be happy now, shouldn't I? They're all safe!

Doesn't loving one mean putting them before us?

I held my end of the bargain and hopefully Anne will too. She has to. Now that I'm gone, Harry can lead a not so problematic life.

All these monologues inside my head only seemed like words that were trying to convince my own self that I made the right choice.

It's alright. I did what I should have. I did right thing.

Each word going around my head seemed to talk me out of the slight guilt which was waiting to expand, but it's just too hard when you're a little too deep in your own thoughts.

Fucking hell. What have I done?

I left him with a demon. I left him alone!

What if continued doing she's doing anyway? What if all this was a trick?

No. I did the right thing. If not Harry, then I know that at least I saved my mother from all this mess.

There could have been other ways! There has to be.

No. You could either protect Harry and watch your mother suffer the consequences of you choice or vice versa. I had to compromise on one of them.

It was either my mothers life or leaving Harry's life.

I did the right thing. I saved two lives. Well not exactly but at least both are alive and better off right?

Oh my god. What is happening?

I felt a tear already escaping my eye and rolling down my cheek.