Jinhwan's Scandal II | kjh

17: Coming home

I breathed out heavily as I'm done putting the last plate on the dining table. I'm so proud of myself when I've succeeded to cook our dinner today after so long in my wishlist plan. I never have the interest in cooking before, but I'm sure Hongseok would love this if he comes back later.

Well, I just prepared his favorite foods when we were in kindergarten back then.

I laid down on the couch as I switched on the tv, the newsreader lady appeared on the screen. I yawned in boredom as I changed the channel quite often before I switch it off back. Groaning, I sat up and stretched out my tired body.

What a boring day.

It's just Saturday and Hongseok being always busy with his photo shoot sessions although it's the only day he have to take a rest. I don't have ideas how much he loves modelling but he just did. I admit that his interest with Jinhwan's is way more different than minr. And mentioning his name, I don't think I want to get myself into Jinhwan like before. As much as I hurt now after what he did to me, I don't want to be a broken-as-fuck girl by becoming his scandal once again. 

I know, becoming his scandal before when he was with Hana has led me to be his girlfriend. Like, real girlfriend. But things are different now. We are not talking about Hana. We are now talking about Dami. I know I was so stupid back then that I won't repeat it again.

But then, I asked myself: don't I want to be with Jinhwan anymore?

I'm always being in dilemma recently, thinking what I want in my life. This not actually what I want because my life goals will always be happy with Jinhwan ever after. Then things turns upside down. It's now miserable than I thought it would be. Do I really want this to continues?

Things gets more complicated when I knew Hongseok was my first love and the main reason why I'm staying here is to make sure that I'm not pregnant with his sperm. Just by thinking about it making me feel dirty, then how am I going to be by Jinhwan's side if all of this is true? Jinhwan must be so disappointed with me because I know he never think me as the easy girl to deal with.

God, what have I done in my life?

If mom and dad were here, I will be a dead meat if they knew about this. I missed them. I missed my family at the house. It has been almost a month since I left the house without a proper goodbye, and I bet they will claim an explanation from me later on.

The first name came up in my mind was Chanwoo.

I grabbed my phone and quickly search for Chanwoo's name in the contact name but as soon as I found it, I'm debating whether I should call him or not. If not now, then when?

"Hello?" I spoke up as soon as he picked up my call.

"Yerin? Is that really you?" He asked and sounded like he can't believe that I'm calling him right now.

I chuckled, "Yeah, it's me, pabo."

"Guys! Yerin is here! She is freaking call me right now!!!" I heard him yell as soon as I said that. It was quite loud of his voice that made me distancing my phone from my ear. His voice literally can break people's eardrum -.-

Seconds later I heard the rest of the boys' squealing, screaming, yelling sound near the phone. I can't help but laugh at how excited they could be.