Feelings of Emotion

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Mya's P.O.V

Apparently we have a pack meeting today at 3:00pm. I wonder why the sudden meeting when we just had a pack meeting not even a month ago. This has to be something serious for the Alpha to call another meeting. "Mya less day dreaming more cleaning!" Ms. Bitch o saurous said. "Yes Ms. Birdie."  I said rolling my eyes. I am currently in lunch detention because the school's ho bag Lisa knocked over my books in second period "accidentally" as she walked past. Yea I'm sure the ho accidentally knocked them on the floor like I "accidentally" called her a bitch or two and I may have "accidentally" added a few hoes and sluts in there as well. Every one with eyes knew Lisa didn't like me at all. Why? Simply because I live next to Cole the future Alpha and you can bet your pretty head every female that wasn't me or my friends had their heavily eye shadowy eyes on him. The she wolves knew that besides his good looks he would be a powerful Alpha. The human girls just wanted him for his looks either way you go they both scream shallow. "Mya! The lunch bell has rang you detention is over. I swear if it were up to me I would have you hear after school for day dreaming." She says rolling her eyes while pulling down her way too tight blouse. Can you guess it? Yep she's a slut just like Lisa in fact she's Lisa's aunt. Talk about it running in the blood line. "But seeing how the Alpha has called that pack meeting I will decide against it since I too have to attend."  she says checking herself in the mirror.  "Ok I'm out woman I do not look forward to seeing you later."  I say looking at her in disgust. "If your mother hadn't of came along your father would have been mine. How I hate that bitch." She mumbled under her breath to where she thought I wouldn't hear but did. I gritted my teeth. "Another time love another time." My wolf said to me. "What a damn time that will be." I said back. I walked through the hall not caring to be in a hurry since I'm a senior I don't have any more classes after lunch so I'm home free baby! Being a senior rules! Although when graduation comes I will miss being in these halls and classes with my friends and brother but at least I'll still be with them almost every day. Nobody knows this but as soon a few weeks after graduation I'm leaving. Yep I'm flying the nest people to follow my dreams. I've already got things in order. The only thing I have to do is tell my family and friends. I know they will understand at least that's what I'm hoping. I burst through the doors that lead me to the school's student parking lot.

I ran up to my baby and hugged her. "Oh mama has missed you darling you have no idea how much." I said hugging the hood of my car. "You are such a dude." A deep voice that belonged to no one other that my brother said chuckling.  "No I am not I just happen to love my car."  I said getting off my car and turning towards him. As I did Brian and the rest of the asses walked up. "Exactly no female is in love with a car like you Yaya. I think some of my testosterone rubbed off on you in the womb."   he laughed and I punched in in the arm. "Ouch that wasn't called for Yaya you are so violent."    "Hmmm seems like some of my feminism rubbed off on you in the womb Jay."   I said pretending to look at my nails while leaning against my car. "Ooooooh Jay man you just got owned my your sister!"   Brian laughed and Max joined. "Your incredibly hot sis that I would love to take out some time." Antonio added with a wink. "Ah ha not gonna happen Ant not even in your wildest dreams buddy." I said getting off my car and walking towards the driver's side opening the door getting in and closing it.  "Dude are you seriously trying to get with Mya?" Cole asked in disbelief. "Yeah. She's hot!"  He said and Cole shook his head. "In front of Justin? Ant my you are dumber than you look."   Cole said dragging away my ready to jump on Antonio brother. Ladies and gentle men that is why I am currently sitting in the safety of my car. You do not want to be around when Justin goes off it is not pretty at all and to say it is ugly would be an understatement. I heard somebody knocking on my window. I turned to see Sabrina looking confused. I got out my car,"Hey girly what's up? Why the confusion?"     "I don't know I just felt angry and it's not mine so I'm trying to figure what the hell is going on."   She said leaning against me.   "Well Jay is mad right now because-"     "Why is Justin mad! Who fucked with Justin I will personally rip them to shreds! Where is the son of a bitc-"  I cut her off. "Whoa whoa calm down Brina calm down! You are seconds from shifting calm down!"   I whisper screamed and started dragging her off towards the the way Cole had taken my brother. As soon as we stepped foot into the woods I started questioning Sabrina. I mean I knew she had a crush on my brother but she has never been able to feel his emotions or this mad that she damn near shifted.  "Sabrina what's going on? I mean I know you have a crush on my brother but what's with you feeling his emotions and all that back there?"  I stared at her while she paced.  "Mya I don't this started last week and I know I should have said something but his emotion has never been nothing but happy until the last two days so it was never a problem. It's not just his emotions I feel Mya."   She said on the verge of tears.  "What else do you feel Brina?"   I asked and she continued.   "I feel....I feel every time he has sex. Some times I black out from the pain Mya it's scary. Sometimes I can see where he is like visions just come to me. I even see when he's with those girls sometimes."   She mumbled the last part but I heard her and then she broke. "I know what it means Mya but.... He won't know until his eighteenth birthday and besides that I don't think I'm good enough to be his mate." She sobbed harded and hung her head. I quickly hugged her and before I did I heard a growl which sounded so like....  "Justin it's not polite to spy on private conversations."   I said rolling my eyes.   "It's not spying when the conversation is about you it is simply hearing it first hand." He smiled. "Jerk." I replied. "You know Mya it's not polite to have another werewolf's mate in your arms any longer I might assume your challenging me for her." He said half jokingly.  "You know Sabrina is just that fine I would love to take you up on that but I love penis."   I said and Justin quickly covered his ears. "Dude can I pretend your a lesbian a nun and I didn't just hear that." he looked disgusted. I sang off key and loudly, "I am not a lesbian nun and I love penis! Oooohhh I love penis all kinds all shapes I love penis penis penis penis peeeeeeeeniiisss Iiiiiii loooovvveee PEEEEEEEEEEEEEENIS!I heard Sabrina laughing.  "That.is.so.hilariously.wrong.Myyyyaaaa.I.can't.breathe."  Sabrina said in between laughs as she dropped to the ground grabbing her stomach. "Some.body.help.me.pleeease." Sabrina laughed.   "I'll help you love."  Just said scooping Sabrina off the ground and holding her by the waist. Justin did the unthinkable he nibbled on her ear ewwwww. I gagged"That is soooo not fair." Sabrina moaned "Now who's laughing?" Justin said smiling against Sabrina's neck. "Get a room."   I walked past them narrowing my eyes. "I can't wait until you find your mate miss Mya." Sabrina said. "Dammit Sabrina don't say things like that you might jinx me into meeting him."   I shivered half jokingly"You know I can't wait either. He would have to be exactly the same as Mya but different at the same time. Only someone as crazy as you would be able to handle you. If he's weak he has no chance."   Justin said we all burst out laughing.   "I am not that bad. I'm probably the most sane person you all know."   I said and there was silence until Cole came from where ever he was.  "If your sane then Lisa's not a ho and we all know Lisa is a ho."  Cole said and even I had to agree.  "True but that wasn't even a real comparison. Now What you should of said is If I'm sane then you're not a real Alpha now that I could have debated 'little Alpha boy'."   I said patting him on the head"Ok love time to go." Justin said grabbing Sabrina. "But it was getting good." Sabrina whinned. "Trust me baby you don't want to see this and besides you need to be punished for not telling me we are mates." He said wrapping his arms around her waist.  "It's not punishment if I'm going to like it babe." Sabrina smirk. "Keep it PG 13 people one of you isn't eighteen yet!" I yelled from where I was as I was being pushed against a tree. "My goodness Cole I was joking tell you wolf to chill his balls. Seriously you two need to learn to laugh you know ha ha he he."   I said trying to get from under Cole hold because honestly I was starting to get dizzy from the pressure he was applying. "Cole can you please let me go I wasn't trying to challenge you! For crying out loud it's like nobody can joke with you or you will go all Alpha on them wait correction I can't joke on you without you going super damn Alpha on me and trying to kill me. Seriously can you not stand me that fucking much. Ouch!" I said the pressure was starting to hurt. It was becoming hard to breathe. Damn Cole and his pressure field. One of Cole's gifts is pressure field and if done long enough or hard enough it will kill"Cole I can't breathe."  I said through the link. Still Cole did not let up. Great just fucking great I'm going to die before graduation! I didn't even get to follow any of my dreams or accomplish any of my goals! I going to die a failure. Dammit I still have my v card. I've never been half the places I wanted to go and once again omg my dreams! Oh hell no it is not going to end like this! Think think think! How can I distract Cole long enough to get him to remove his pressure field?   "Try kissing him." My wolf said. "Are you crazy! that would get me killed everyone knows that Cole is waiting to experience his firsts everything from his mate."  I say rolling my eyes but not really blaming Cole for that. Actually truth be told I admire that in him but I will never tell him.  "Hug him then."  She says annoyed. "In case you haven't notice darling Cole's KINDA USING HIS PRESSURE FIELD ON ME SO I CAN'T MOVE!"      "You know there is no need to yell doll I can hear you just fine and I've already talked to Cole's wolf he will help distract Cole but he can't promise that he can."   She stated like it was a piece of cake"Wait so you mean to tell me that this us all Cole and not his wolf?"  I was in shock Cole has never been this violent with me on his own. "Yes but-"   "Wow all those times when he said he would and could kill me I never thought he was serious."  I said cutting my wolf off. "Yes but you have to understand he is on edge he's becoming a full blown Alpha Mya."  She says sternly.  "Alpha or no Alpha you never hurt friends or those who care about you never."   I said completely hurt. True Cole and I don't get along like that but on some level I thought we were a least somewhat friends I mean I would hurt somebody uf the fucked with the douche bag. Not just because he's my future Alpha but because I care about his lame ass but wow Cole actually wants to kill me.  "Hug him now! Cole's wolf is distracting him."  My wolf screamed and I did what I was told. I hugged Cole and he growled. That's when I quickly let go and ran. Cole was hot on me heels he even tried to grab me a few times and almost caught me. I was so lost in thought that I didn't see the the branch that I tripped over that caused me to roll down a jagged hill. It was like roll bump something break a bone or two roll bump something break more bones. I don't know how long I fell for but when I finally stopped it was painful thankfully most of the broken bones and scapes were healed within seconds. I turned to my head to see that I was laying in a field of wild flowers. Beautiful wild flowers of different kinds. I know I'm no girly girl but I do love nature. I was admiring the fields beauty until a tall shadow stood over me. I knew it was Cole and that he was still mad because of his scent and he was growling. "Cole I can't do anything to you some of my bones are still broken and even if they weren't killing an Alpha or Alpha to be is automatic death. So even if I were to win and show up without you I would still be dead so do you not get it I'm never going to fight you. Either way it's a lose lose for me. I just didn't know before all that back there was all you and not your wolf."   I said to him not looking at him but past him. He stopped growling and stepped forward as he did I sat up. He took more steps and I somewhat quickly as one can with a broken arm got on my feet. He took steps forward and I took steps back.   "Cole just listen for a moment. If you let me go I will never bother you speak to hell I won't even look at you again. I know my place now and since I'm never going to speak to you after this I should ask you this now. After graduation soon after you become Alpha because I know it's a must that I attend the celebrating and ceremony but as soon as it over seeing that you will be Alpha and only you can grant this I would like to leave the pack to follow my dreams."  I looked at him waiting for him to agree.   "No I'm not granting it."   He says and I become angry.   "What do you mean you're not granting it?! I never ask for anything!"    
"Just what I said Mya. You need to be in a pack it protects you from getting killed by other packs. If your not in a pack then your a rogue you know that. You being killed will not be on my head!"   He shouted. What the hell?   "Cole you were just five minutes from killing me back there and you don't want my death on your head? Have you lost your mind?!"    When I said that Cole looked shocked"I didn't know I was applying that much pressure Mya."  He stepped forward and I grunted in sarcasm.   "I linked you and said I couldn't breathe and I told you to let me go but you didn't listen but you didn't know pfft right."  I rolled my eyes"Mya I really didn't-"       "Yea you didn't know. Mmmhmm sure I heard you the first time. It's funny when everybody else gets to tackle you and tease you but I make one joke and I almost end up dead everytime while nothing ever happens to the others. Well Cole lesson learned this time. You won't have to go Alpha on me anymore."  I said and walked away. When I got to my car I got in turned up the music and drove off. As I did I looked at the radio clock. Shit it's 1:15 well I still have time to get ready and maybe eat something.

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