Truly Sincere [Part 1]

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"We are almost there" I called the manager who was waiting for us on the tour site, and we were kinda late to be there

"I'm already tired, my head hurts" zayn huffed throwing himself down on the seat, boys were touring since last month continuously and of course sleepless nights and endless work is exhausting

"ah! Man it's okay, it'll be fun" liam patted his knee sitting beside him

"here! take this" niall handed over zayn water bottle and painkillers

"I hope it works" zayn laughed and chugged down the aspirin and rested his head on the headrest of the seat

I simply smiled looking at zayn, and as the faint cheers of crowd reached my ears, I peaked outside the window to see, we were really near the tour site. The text ringtone of my phone chimed in my hand I quickly checked it thinking its from manager, but to my surprise it was from my ex fiancé

"I'm eagerly waiting for you, I'll meet you today" reading that text I felt my soul left my body, and I could tell my face got totally pale, and I could even hear my own heartbeat in my ears. Because I knew what I got myself into after ghosting him and ignoring his texts, after all there is no point in sticking around after breakup, but I knew he is a great stalker and he can attain my schedules through his links and there was a strong gut feeling that this time he's not joking, he's really there. I don't wanna see him again, I nearly jumped when someone held my hand and I quickly came out of my trance

"What's with the face?" harry crossed his eyebrows and I touched my face thinking maybe it's the ketchup from the fries I had earlier that evening and he chuckled poking my cheek

"What?" I simply smiled back in response

"What's bothering our Jas?" harry leaned back folding his arms

"I'm okay" I patted on the top of his hand slightly, and putted my phone back in my pocket, and I didn't realize we were actually there now, seeing the crowd outside was really breathtaking only for me, cause I'm a little claustrophobic, our van was quickly taken to the back of the stage

''Come on boys, to the changing room" I pointed towards the backstage room, boys went there and I was standing outside the room waiting for Alex my partner tour manager and my best friend. just In a while I noticed the blonde hair girl running towards me like a child runs towards the ice cream truck

" Jasmin! I missed you" Alex hugged me and started panting

"We met two days ago" I nodded my head and she hit me on arm

"what ever!! you never miss me" she rolled her eyes and we walked inside the backstage room

"Last concert of this tour" I added "and what's with the hitting habit of yours" I realized I was still rubbing my arm where Alex hit me and she laughed holding my arm escorting towards boys room

"yeah! I'm glad, this hectic tour's gonna end now and we will be back in our studio" she jumped towards boys and hugged them, they started teasing and hitting jokes on her

just in a while boys were off to the stage and concert started, I was checking up the other things in the backstage, and Alex threw herself on a chair

"Seriously! Are you deaf?" folding her legs she ate apple, I looked up from where I was holding the box of props

"No why?" I chuckled realizing maybe she was talking to me and all I could think about was Rayyan's text

"are you okay?"

"yeah! ... totally" i chuckled

"okay!! what's going on with you?" Alex narrowed her eyes, placing her hands on her hips she stood in front me

"nothing! i told you" I closed the box still holding and I looked around the room for something else as a distraction

"Jasmin! I'll chop your eyes" she snatched the box from me and frowned knowingly i can't hide anything from her

"alright!!" I surrendered my hands in the air, "my ex texted me that he'll be here today, I'm just worried Alex what if he really shows up, i don't want to see his face again" I added annoyingly

" well in that case, we'll see him together" she folded her sleeves like a dude, and I smiled

when the concert ended boys headed towards the back stage,

"Good job boys!! like always" I high fived them all, except harry he hugs me every time

"okay!! should we let them here?'' Alex asked about the VIP fans, I nodded

boys were meeting and greeting fans, me and Alex were looking at them in awe, when fans were crying,

"It's so cute, I think I might puke" Aex rolled her eyes

"Shutup! You don't get it, their dreams are coming true and you are like.." I simply giggled nodding my head

"Alex!! Where are the rest of the papers I gave you this morning" manager came and ask Alex

"Oh! Those are in a file, I've kept them safe, wait I'll give it to you" Alex replied furiously

"Urgently" saying that manager went towards the backstage crew

"Seriously!! This man is getting on my nerves, he can't do anything on his own" Alex rolled her eyes

"Its your job Alex, now go or face him again" I chuckled

"I have to face him anyway" she giggled and walked aggressively towards her boxes, I was waiting still standing there, my day was wrapped up, fans were also leaving now.

just then someone patted my shoulder from behind, I turned around and my warm eyes met those cold ones, which I've been missing and wanted to avoid and wanted to forget.

"Aslamoalekum!! ... Jasmin" he smirked evily

Maybe my day was really not over yet