Truly Sincere [Part 1]

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I woke up in the middle of the night, on Harry's chest, and I realized that I got married only yesterday, it made me feel giddy, placing my head on top of his chest I felt like I've conquered the world

Well I woke up with the dry and itchy throat in the midnight, I slid off from bed carefully and silently to look for water on nightstands, the jug was empty, while harry was still in deep sleep, I picked up the jug and went downstairs towards kitchen for water, there was complete silence everywhere, I adjusted my robe as I smiled to myself when I recalled how much noise everyone actually makes at the day time, I looked at the clock it was 2am, I walked silently towards the kitchen, strange enough the counter lights were on and I ran my eyes through the kitchen standing at the door, there was Louis sitting alone on the table, with a cup of coffee on table and phone in his hand, his face was totally expression less, he seemed worried, well it was the right time for him to talk to me.

"Hi Louis" I walked inside and called his name to not startle him but he did jump a little hearing me

"oh! ... Hi! Jas" Louis greeted clearing his throat as he smiled at me

"you are still up" I said as I sat down near him on another barstool

"yeah! actually headache, so I decided to have a cup of coffee, it helps" Louis answered as he smiled at me placing his phone on table

"Tell me, why aren't you sleeping" I asked

"I was going to sleep after this cup of coffee" Louis said taking the last sip of his coffee and I raised my eyebrows at him to make him realize that he should hear his sentence

"How are you feeling? Mrs Styles" he teased me to change the topic as he took his cup to the sink

"I've never been more better" I smiled goofily

"And what are you doing here?" He asked while washing his cup

"I'm parched" I said stretching my arms, half sleepy, I tried to get up to fetch myself a glass of water, and before I could get up Louis placed a jug full water in front of me

"Thank you" I smiled as I drank the water in one breath, as Louis sat down again and looked at me

"You're a child" Louis laughed at me and I frowned

"That's your caffeine talking" I chuckled and he shook his head

"Tell me" I said as I poured myself another glass of water

"I don't know where to start, I'm not even sure if it's good for me or not, I'm not sure where it'll lead my life now" he said looking at his hands

"Louis" I mumbled his name and held hand

"Briana is pregnant, .. with my child"
Louis said sternly and my eyes darted outside in shock to what I just heard,

"It's gonna change my life completely Jas, I'm scared, I'm not even sure if I'm happy or not, I'm not even sure if I'm ready or not" Louis said, I was still holding his hand but not being able to say anything, he patted the top of my hand

"She denied abortion, when I offered her the option" his voice cracked.

"There's no need to abort it Louis, it was meant to happen, and it happened, you should be happy, you're gonna be a father, being scared is not all bad, what if it's your first step of accepting it and getting ready for it" I said and he nodded his head, when his eyes started to fill up with tears he tilted his head back

"I'd say congratulations Louis, it's exciting, accept them" I patted the top of his hand and he smiled at me

"Yeah! It's not like we don't accept our drunken mistakes" he laughed and I came at ease to see him laughing wholeheartedly

"Oh come on" I chuckled

"I knew you'd understand Jas, I'm not sure how to tell this news to boys" Louis said

"Tell us what!" Hearing Harry's voice I and Louis got alert at once and we looked at each other for couple of silent seconds

"You're here" Harry came and kissed the top of my head as he came and sat on the barstool next to me

"The jug on nightstand was empty, and I found Louis in kitchen" I said

"And I was drinking coffee" Louis said

"But your expressions tell otherwise" he said looking at both of us

"I was just talking about buying a horse" I said and Harry looked at me dumbfounded before he burst out laughing

"You like horses? We can buy some at our farmhouse" Harry said and I smiled at him

"They shit, a lot" Louis said with the weary face and I laughed again

"And you were worried about telling this news to us?" He asked

"No, yes!" I said bluntly and he played with my hair

"Nice try Mrs Styles,.. Louis what's going on?" Harry asked and I covered my face

"Briana is pregnant, with my child, it was a drunken mistake, after a party, Jas was just trying to cover up everything, because being her, she'd prefer that it's my news to tell" Louis explained and Harry was sitting there in shock as I looked at him and waited for his response, he didn't even blink for a couple of seconds

"Why does people keep doing that" Louis laughed and I shook Harry's arm and he looked at me

"Well! Congratulations!" Harry said with the same shook face

"It's not gonna change everything Louis, it won't make any changes other than you'd feel proud of doing something great, you'd know that you have a kid to raise, who'll looks up to you" I said and he nodded with a smile as if agreeing to what I said

"She's right, don't be scared, tell everyone" Harry said as he stood up and hugged Louis

"You were right, I do feel better now" Louis patted the top of my hand with smile on his face

"I assume we're not buying a horse then" Harry seemed a little disappointed

"No we're not, but I'm sure you would have" I chuckled

"Anything for you" Harry winked at me