Truly Sincere [Part 1]

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Next morning, it was cloudy, the sun was covered but still it was a beautiful morning, I woke up before everyone else besides I didn't sleep the whole night in peace, I tossed and turned the whole night but still didn't get to a conclusion for what I want or what should I do next. The early morning fresh foggy mist humid the atmosphere, the cool breeze triggered the glee nourishing my senses it was the perfect amidst for me to spend time alone to rethink about the matter, just before everyone gets back to hike.

I decided not to go farther than the place our camps were settled, just a casual walk around the block. But the huge trees called the adventurous Jasmin like the sea calls Moana, I started to pace a little faster, as I breathed in the fresh air I walked along the spooky tree aisle while humming my songs.

Still going farther I heard leaves chirping as someone walks onto them,  I turned around but no one was there, shaking my head to my conscience I just kept walking forward, and a deep ditch caught my eye, I wanted to see how it must looks like to sit over there and watch down at death, I slowly paced towards it to sit down and relax hanging my legs, I carefully placed my hands on ground and crawled towards the edge,

"No! Jasmin!!" when I was close enough I heard someone screaming my name, I quickly got up at once to look for the source of voice, I tried to look around standing at the edge and I spotted a silhouette close enough that I lost my balance at the edge and I leaned behind, my hair blocked the view of the person. All I could do that time was scream at the top of my lungs closing my eyes, but that person held me and kept me secured in his arms as we both fell down and we were rolling down like dice in the never ending ditch

when we hit the ground, I wasn't even able to sit down properly my head was spinning badly, I don't even know that whether I passed out or not. Sitting down I looked across the place and it was way more creepy, I looked around me and harry was laying down beside me, of course it was him

"We're lost" I almost panicked, but when I heard harry moaning laying down on the ground I crawled towards him

"harry" I barely touched his arm which he was holding and he looked into my eyes, but we both looked at each other as if we both equally blamed each other for the situation we ended up in

"what were you thinking Jas?" his eyebrows furrowed at me

"what do you mean?" dumbfounded, I asked

"you were trying to attempt suicide again?" he asked more like he told in his disappointed tone

"I wasn't, I was just trying to sit there and relax, but you were following me mister, and can I ask why" I asked in one breath angrily, still frowning my eyebrows at him I stood up and he stayed quiet for a few seconds I walked to and fro in front of him like an angry lioness just for the show

"what were you thinking?" I placed my hands on my hips and he was looking at me sheepishly that he misunderstood everything

"I thought you took last night so seriously and this is your reaction" he mumbled looking at his arm, which was injured. I totally ignored what he said but I looked at his scratched skin which was bleeding, I took out tissue paper from my jacket's pocket and placed on his scratch to soak in the little blood sitting beside him, and I constantly felt his eyes digging holes in me and to make my heart beat go wild inside my chest, it would have been wrong if I say he doesn't affect me at all, because he does, he makes me something I'm really not, I gulped down looking at him, his sweet scent, his eyes, the sound of him just breathing next to me, makes me want to be with him more, I just wanna have him, I quietly looked in his eyes for a couple of silent seconds my hands were still on the bare skin of his arm, I wanted not to make it obvious, but we both knew we shared that moment mutually. I moved back sitting next to him