Truly Sincere [Part 1]

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It's been two weeks since the incident, I was trying to recover my health, and to overcome my worst nightmares I was seeking psychological care. I was trying to surround myself with positive people, Lads often came around to keep me on the positive tract, but Harry wasn't ready to go to work, I was unable to convince him that I was recovering well

"Okay! Promise me that you'll consider leaving for work after tonight's party" I scowled standing in the closet looking for an outfit for my unfit frame, for Alex's engagement party. When I got no answer I peeked at Harry behind the door of closet and he just sat there unbothered quietly sipping his tea while reading the morning newspaper on the near sofa

"Honey!" I called him sweetly with the hint of sarcasm in my voice, and he raised his eyebrow at me showcasing his front teeth at me

"Oh! Yeah I'll see" he again buried his face in the newspaper more closely now. I sighed disappointedly and my phone rang on the edge of the bed, I took Alex's call

"Are you coming?" She asked abruptly as I put phone on ear and I chuckled at her response

"do I have a choice?" I laughed as I walked towards the glass door holding a dress

"I said Hello" Harry kissed the side of my cheek as he disappeared into bathroom

"Harry says hello" I sighed heavily

"Hi harriee" she laughed, and when I sighed again "What's wrong!?" Even on phone she counts how many times I sigh and she knows something's up

"It's just, he's not ready to go back to sets, I know that they are almost done, and I understand that they gave him relaxation for one week, but it's been two weeks now" I sounded like a child who blurts their baggage to their mother after a long day at school 

"besides I'm recovering well now but I'm worried about him" I said and I looked farther at the wall of the lawn and I took the breath of relief that we had setup the security system there too now, James just suggested the other day, while talking to Harry as he was sipping his coffee casually on the balcony and Harry took it seriously, I thanked them both later for their little play

"That's the only reason you're not telling him about that email, I understand" she sighed at the other end of phonecall

"I'm planning on to tell him later, but right now he needs to focus on his work, my miscarriage is enough on line for now" I sighed heavily

"He'll understand, but you can be relieved too" she said and I frowned

"How come!" I asked

"That dyke was only messing up with you, and the flowers he sent were mere an apology" Alex blurted happily and I nodded appreciating her observations and calculating the logic behind it

"I suppose you're right" I mumbled as I recalled the perfect heels for party "let's catch up later at your party, I have to get ready on time" with that I hung up phone and rushed towards the closet.

I heard my phone chime again, I ignored it while putting on the dress, I scooped in the air to zip up the dress, but my hands didn't meet behind, I sighed giving up as I walked out of the changing closet to seek Harry's hand, my dress was practically falling off my shoulders I looked at the phone screen when it chimed again, it was an email. I became alert at once, fidgeting, I picked up my phone in panic state and it was your order has been shipped email, and I sighed closing my eyes, I closed the email and I noticed there was an unread text, I recalled that my phone chimed twice.

"I need to talk to you Jasmin
-your Ray" My breath hitched looking at the text, we were wrong about Rayyan, he's really after me, what if he's again leading the paps pack, what if he shows up at party, can I cancel the party at last moment