Truly Sincere [Part 1]

8

It was 8:15, and everyone was waiting for producer Robert's team in lounge to arrive, they were getting bored and they were not here yet, besides they told us that they'll be here at 8 sharp.

"seriously!!! its 8:15, they're so careless, they should be here on time" Alex was walking to and fro in front of the main entrance door, angrily.

"they might be stuck in traffic or something, maybe" I shrugged my shoulders and Alex gave me deadly glares

"seriously jas? they are never on time, call him" Alex said while folding her arms near her chest and stood near me like a mommy stands near her child who's not eating his meal and mommy s waiting for him to finish his meal

"okay! relax" I went towards the door and dialed his number

"i think we should rehearse up till then" Niall said and everyone agreed

"we should go to recording room" Zayn said

"great idea" Liam stood up while picking up his guitar with him

Alex also went to recording room while I decided to wait there for producer's team to arrive, as he said that they'll be here any minute now. at 8:35 his team reached I received them and rolled my eyes at his sharp 8 thing

"hey jasmin! how are you? where is everyone?" Robert asked while shaking hands with me

"they're in recording room" I replied

"waiting is quite fun eh? or nay?" Robert joked in his lamest tone while we walked towards the recording room with his team

"its a nay I guess, but you should ask boys" I mocked while turning the door knob of the recording room for them to enter, they met and greeted each other inside the sound proof room

"ugly ass" Alex whispered in my ear while looking at Robert who picked out ear wax with the back of the pen, I scrunched my nose at his level of grossness, but he wasn't aware of his goofiness

"ew!" I whispered back in her ear and I bit my lips to control my laugh, but Alex was smiling toothily I tried my best to not eye contact with Alex because I knew i'd burst out laughing. I put my finger on my lips to tell Alex to be quiet but she was imitating Robert and I looked at her wide eyed, I was afraid if he sees her, but she was so clever

"and yes" one of the men of his team shouted at the top of his lungs and scaring the hell out of us both non serious animals, the all setup of recording was ready and it just started

after a while when the recording was started, I heard a buzzing sound near my ear, at first I ignored it but when Alex shouted

"its a flying Bug! jasmin on your shoulder" Alex screamed at the top of her lungs and I screamed in return while boys also started making weird noises and sounds, me and Alex were jumping scared of that very bug

"what the fuck is this Jasmin" Robert shouted while standing in front of me

"um! sorry" I mumbled under my breathe, intimidated my his huge structure

"it was a bug" Alex added

"so what? are you both dead? and don't you dare to put your ass in my business because I'm not talking to you" Robert shouted at Alex who was boiling up and I was sure she'd burst out on him but I gestured her to keep quiet

"hey! easy its okay" louis tried to calm the situation

'it was a bug anyone would have screamed like this" niall added

"I'm sorry" I said in a low voice looking at my feet

"fuck your sorry! we'd have to record this part again, we're already running late" he yelled while sitting on the seat gain

"well! you are the one who came late" Alex burst out and I slapped my head

"get your asses out of this damn room, I don't want to see your fucking faces again" he again shouted so rudely not looking at any one of us, Alex left the room angrily in a second, I moved slowly towards the door while looking at harry, who's ears were turning red and he was boiling in anger, but when he looked at me I faked a smile at him

"hey!! be calm alright! no one talks like this to them" louis said

"these fucking assistants" he murmured under his breathe but loud enough for me to hear

"speak when you have something good to say!! I hope you got it" Harry said through his gritted teeth but mannerly enough as compare to his rude behavior, I quickly left the room with the heavy heart and went where Alex was pacing to and fro in the lounge like a hungry lioness and she was fuming with anger I can tell. I quietly went and sat down on the couch in front of her feeling so low of myself with those words he spoke out to me, she started mouthing out bla bla about him

"he have the face of cow, and the voice of horse, a dying horse, I'll squish his eyes and will make him eat them" she was constantly blurting out and didn't noticed that I sobbed out a little, and when I sniffed and dried my cheek with the back of my hand she noticed me crying

"hey!! you're crying? don't cry over what he said, he's so mouthy" she quickly sat down on her kness and patted my knees

"no! the problem is with me, I'm like a toy to be thrown and to be scold, for completely unknown reasons" I sighed and more tears came out as it reminded me of my past things

"I'm so sorry, I scolded you too last night, with out any reason" Alex pulled her ears so innocently

"no! I didn't meant to ..." I held her hands and she nodded

"okay! please don't cry" she wiped my tears on my cheeks and playfully patted my cheeks and I tried to give her a smile

"Jasmin! you're crying?" I quickly dried my cheeks when I heard harry from behind me, he quickly came and sit near me on couch, he looked in my teary eyes and I looked down, not able to eye contact with him, he raises my chin and parted his lips to say something but the corner of my eyes started to flow in their comfortable way

"no! you have to be a hardcore from now, don't let people break you, you are so important to someone, you are so precious not everyone have right to afford your tears" harry whispered each and every word slowly and understandably, and my heart twitched in my chest at his warm and kind words

"I'm sorry, I just felt so low of me at his words and I couldn't helped myself" I mumbled in a low voice while drying the corner of my eyes and looking away from his eyes

"you are precious, I'm repeating, and you're my strong Jasmin" he said while holding my hand near his chest, and I couldn't helped myself to look away from his eyes, it felt so warm,  looking into his eyes for some reason I didn't know and for the feeling I wasn't sure of that time

"why are you not inside?" Alex asked harry filling the air and we both looked at her

"I took a wee break" harry raised his pinky finger and I laughed, he looked back at me and smiled widely at me

"thank God you are fine now" Alex sighed

"thank you Harold! I know it wasn't actually the wee break, but it was the anger break I guess" I laughed

"yeah! you're right" he laughed with me

"go idiot, the session is getting late" Alex slapped his knee playfully and he quickly went back towards the recording room, as the door knob closes she quickly sits near me on the couch with a curious mischief in her eyes

"he's so lovely to you" she held my both hands and bit her lower lip exposing her front teeth like an idiot

"yeah! he is" I smiled

"I'm feeling something in the air" Alex wiggled her eyebrows playfully at me and I quickly pulled my hands out of her grip and she was still grinning at me goofily

"What's the deal with you two?" She grinned like an idiot and I chuckled at her response

"its not like that, he's my dearest friend and that's it, go and fetch the water I'm thirsty" I said in one breath, she laughed and got up and swayed her hips towards the kitchen, something twitched inside my stomach it was a deep sunken feeling, maybe a gut feeling

do I feel something too in the air? I asked myself and I couldn't help but laughed to myself