Truly Sincere [Part 1]

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at 3,we reached studio, it was a world war 3 for us to take those sleepy monsters out of the van to the studio,only me and harry were awake and of course the driver

"Niall!! we are home, hey buddy, .. Liam" harry was shaking them gently, but they were totally asleep on the van seats

"seriously! look at them, they are not moving a bit" I giggled, placing my hands on my back standing on the ground I analyzed the situation to choose whom to drag first

"should I pick them up" the driver offered and we agreed with his offer, because he was big macho man. he picked up zayn and louis out of the van and zayn woke up for a while I dragged him to the entrance lounge of the studio

"Zayn! go to your room buddy! can you go by yourself?" I left zayn's hand to the entrance

"which way Jas? oh yeah, I can go, I remember everything" zayn gave me thumbs up with his open eyes, it took him a while to realize that we're actually home, I returned towards harry to help him with niall and louis, and I heard a thud sound behind me, when I returned towards entrance again I saw zayn sleeping on the ground

"seriously! these sleepy monsters are really difficult to handle than any bunch of drunk people" I mumbled under my breath as I again tried to pick up zayn but ended up falling with him, meanwhile harry and macho driver were bringing other guys in, they were not too sleepy like Zayn

"need help?" harry asked while offering me his hand to get up

"You think?" I took his hand and giggled

"leave them here" driver laughed, and I shook my head at everyone, rest of the guys were tripping in the stairs while going towards their rooms, and Alex slept on the couch in the lounge

"this is inZANE" i shook my head when driver picked zayn up on his shoulders and took him to his room,

"this idiot is gonna stay here, no one will pick her up" harry winked while pointing towards Alex who was sleeping wildly on the couch, I laughed

"you go and sleep, you must be tired, good night" I patted his shoulder

"I'm not really tired" harry shook his head

"seriously! but you need some sleep" I said while putting a cushion under Alex's head

"yeah! alright bye" he said while scratching the back of his head he watched me as I adjusted Alex on the couch and eventually left

"good night!" I said loudly from where I was standing next to Alex's couch

"night" he waved in the air, walking away from me

"yea! good night butter puff" Alex mumbled in her sleep while cuddling with the cushion

I sat on the chair of the dining table, thinking how much tired i am, but I wasn't sleepy at all

"strange!" I mumbled to myself

"its not strange, its your anxious thing who's back again" my mind snapped me back and I shook my head and went towards the kitchen to make me some coffee, I placed my favorite mug on the cute kitchen counter of our studio and returned to take out the coffee pot from the cupboard, and when I was going towards refrigerator for milk;

"one for me too" someone interrupted me from my thoughts, and I jumped seeing harry there, folding his arms on the kitchen bar while sitting on the barstool in his PJs

"jeez! Harold! ... why aren't you sleeping?" I placed my hand on my chest and ask him

"if I ask you the same question" he said while looking straight into my eyes, while I just looked down at the coffee pot which I placed on the kitchen bar

"well-uh!, .. you know I love coffee" i tried to brush it off but couldn't and I returned towards the stove on which the milk was getting warm

"well yes! we both love coffee, but I think you should go fresh yourself up and come back in your PJs and we will have gossips on terrace" he said while pushing me out of the kitchen

when I went to terrace after slipping into my comfy PJs, harry was standing there folding his elbows on the grill of terrace and looking down in our backyard small lawn, I went near to him finding my coffee mug placed on the grill fuming its pleasant aroma

"thanks for the coffee" harry said sipping his coffee while looking at me

"you made it, thanks" I smiled

"You know what makes the midnights so peaceful?" harry said while looking towards the clear sky

"Silence" I answered while I looked down in my coffee and when I looked up he was already looking at me smiling in acceptance

"we can sit there" harry pointed towards table and chairs where he took my hand, I noticed a first aid box placed on the table and I looked towards harry with a little confusingly, when we sat down harry took my coffee cup and placed on the table, and stretched my arms gently towards him and my eyes fell on my marks, and he started applying an ointment on my arms as it burned, he blew out air over it so gently and so casually.

"and its done, oh your coffee is turning cold" he said while looking at my coffee cup, and when he looked into my eyes, my eyes were a little teary

"thank you harry, for everything" I hugged him and he embraced his hands on my back.

"you're always welcome" he smiled as I moved back in my chair

"he left me for some other girl, and because I wasn't agree with his lusty desires, and my parents took me really wrong not knowing the truth, they believed on the story which he'd made, of course I loved him, we were engaged for one year, but I hate him the most now. I've decided that I will move on with my life and my career and I will never look back that is why I took this Job willingly to challenge myself for something more that I want and I really want to dedicate myself to this Job, I love it, but seems like Rayyan and his drama follows me everywhere, he won't let me be me" my voice was low, but louder enough for him to hear in this silence. he simply placed his hand on my hand to let me know that I am not alone and I am not weak

"you are so strong Jasmin, and I mean it" he patted the back of my hand slightly, smiling at me

"but I feel so disgusted, I'm sorry I didn't even know I was holding so much in my chest, I'm blurting everything" i looked down at my amrs, where his every finger was traced on and some of my skin was bleeding too

"don't, you are so pure, your heart is so pure, and that's what makes you different from any other girl" he wiped the tear which fell on my cheek with his thumb. and my phone beeped as I looked down it was the alarm for my prayer

"its already 4? I'm sorry I engaged you whole night" I smiled at harry

"you didn't, I wasn't sleepy, but now I am" he giggled

"good night then" I giggled

"and good morning to you" he chuckled and left the terrace