Truly Sincere [Part 1]

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After few weeks, everyone was emotionally stable enough, and boys were on bit of a break from work, we were not pressurizing the work load on boys and we were kind of happy without zayn now, of course he have a special place in our hearts still, but we decided to move on, because sometimes we have no other choice
Four got a great success, and now we were working on our next album, slowly but gradually, boys added a great touch of new taste, in their lyrics and any other possible detail in order to accept the change. In short everything was going great.But I decided to tell harry now, that we can't be together, we have to go our separate ways, that we do not belong together

We had moved to our new studio, it was a spacious place, gigantic living room and brilliant recording studio, separate rooms for boys along with mine and Alex's office

That day, clouds were pouring down not so heavily since the midnight, it was a perfect weather for coffee and snacks for brunch. The living room was filled with the aroma of coffee, the sound of pen and paper rustling and the little discussions about ideas of writing down the lyrics, perfect enough for emotionally stable people to relax, not for Jasmin.

"It's a lovely weather" Liam sang as he refilled his cup from the coffee maker near the window, looking outside

"Payno! For me too" I passed him my cup when he was coming back to sit down on the couch again

"Are you okay?" Harry asked in my ear

"I'm fine, why?" I whispered

"Third cup of coffee in two hours!" He said with an exclamatory look on his face

"Yeah... it's just, I feel ... a little.. exhausted" I was trying to brush it off, quickly gripping my coffee mug back from Liam and sipping on the hot coffee, only burned the tip of my tongue

jeez! Relax Jas, it's not like he's going to read your mind, I thought to myself while touching the tip of my tongue with my finger and looking at Harry who was still looking at me concerned, with the same expression, I smiled sheepishly before looking down at my cup

"Help me out here, you're the one that I want at the end of the day" Harry said while looking down at his writing pad and the guys leaned in forward interestingly, I tried to get up thinking I might be intruding or distracting Harry's work, but he held my hand

"Where you thinking you're going?" He said and I looked at him and smiled sheepishly

"Just getting some air" I looked outside and it was pouring heavily that moment

You're the dumbest person I know Jasmin

"I need you here" Harry said never leaving my hand and dragged me back on sofa beside him

"End of the day, end of the day" Louis said humming along writing something down on his notepad. I tried to peak on Harry's notebook, there were more doodles than actual lyrics, he was distracted, cause all the doodles were my name written in different fonts and styles in different shapes, but what he'd wrote was awesome

"You like it?" Harry mumbled I looked up and smiled that he noticed that I was peaking on his notebook

"Yes very much" I chuckled sipping on my coffee

"Let me dedicate this song to my beautiful girlfriend" he said loud enough for me to almost choke on my coffee, they all started laughing when I was coughing and Harry was rubbing my back

"Hey! That's unfair to many women out there, you just can't dedicate a song to your girl" Niall laughed passing me tissue paper

"We all are working on it man" Louis shook his head