Truly Sincere [Part 1]

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I was still shocked as disgusted seeing Rayyan there, I wanted to slap him and ask him what he thinks of me, am I a loser who's being rejected by him and he's again following and bothering me in every way possible, the eyes I used to love the most were mere a cage to me now, his sweet words were so venomous to me, every promise he made, every single day he assured me that he'll be there for me no matter what, were just an illusion, the trance of flashbacks filled my eyes

"what are you doing here?" I asked gritting my teeth,

"I'm here to see you Jasmin" he softened his smirk, that's what he always does to make everyone fool that he's  innocent

"why?" I asked sternly

"because I love you" his usual smirk came back again

"Really" I rolled my eyes and one tear fell on my cheek, that moment I felt that my strong self is shattering but I tried to stay composed not to cause any drama around me

"baby no" he came forward raising his hand to wipe my tear, I quickly stepped aback

"stay away from me, don't touch me, I feel disgusted whenever you call my name, whenever you see me, and whenever you try,.. try to touch me" a tear or two more fell on my cheeks, but there was anger in my eyes I could tell

"i just want to be back with you again, ...I want to marry you,... I promise I wont leave you again" he approached again towards me, brushing his hands down my bare arms he held my forearms tightly, i tried to loose myself from his torturing tight grip but he held me even more closer, his face was just one blink away, all I can see was lust in his black eyes, I tried to blew fists in his chest, but he held my forearms tightly and my fists were resting on his chest weakly

"let go of me" I tried to stay stern and strong but I know my heart was aching inside and I was about to burst the river of tears,

"I will never let go of you, you belong to me" his eyes turned cold

"I don't belong to a desperate pervert, who sees body and money in a girl instead of her heart, and plays with her feelings instead of protecting them" i started crying as his grip became more tighter on my arms, running down the feeling of disgust through me, I closed my eyes but just then I felt someone freed me from his deadly grip, I opened my eyes and it was harry

"hey! what's wrong with you, better stay away from her" harry said sternly but mannerly

"don't you dare to interfere in my business, she's my fiancé" Rayyan gripped harry's collar, and I slapped Rayyan

"Don't you dare, ... And I'm not your fiancé anymore, it's been five months now everything's over between me and you" i said in a low voice my voice was stuck in my throat in terror

"Jasmin! stay calm, come with me" harry held my arms gently

"Hey!! you-" Rayyan was interrupted by boys and Alex

"you better go from here, or we'll call the security" louis said folding his arms

"hey! you little piece of shit, who do you think you are, stay away from Jasmin, or we'll hand you over to the police, i will chop your every piece" Alex was so angry at him,but niall calmed her down and took her away from there, and harry took me outside from there. boys dealt with him and called the security soon he left because he had no choice

''I'm so sorry harry, I didn't mean to cause a fuss there" I was sobbing continuously

"shh! stop crying, you didn't cause any fuss" harry shushed me, and I simply nodded in yes, I was really feeling low of myself

"hey!! stop Jasmin,.... come here" he opened his arms for me to hug him, I hugged him cause I really needed someone to hold me and tell me everything's gonna be fine, and I am strong. I cried in his warm embrace on his chest and didn't stop me from crying while hugging, I felt so secure in his arms for the first time.

"you are strong Jasmin, you don't have to prove it" harry rubbed my back gently and spoke those words as if he was reading my mind, and as if he knew that what I wanted to hear that time

"I'm so sorry harry" I moved back from his embrace looking at his chest I squealed

"look! you cry this much" harry was pointing at his shirt which was wet with my tears

"I'm so sorry again" I said while rubbing my hand on his chest awkwardly

"its okay Jas," he pulled my cheeks

"lets go back to the studio, its 2am''i said sniffing, just then we saw Alex running towards me

" I'm so sorry jas!! this happened" Alex quickly hugged me

"get inside boys!" the van was here and the manager told the boys to get inside