Treat you better| S.M

Chapter 7

•Clarissa's Pov•
It had been officially 2 weeks since I had talked to Shawn. Worst 2 weeks of my entire frickin life!!! I'm so depressed, I barley leave the house, or talk. I just sit and stare at the ceiling wondering why this has happens to me. Why was God punishing me. What have I done to deserve this!! First my parents are never even here, then my boyfriend cheats on me, we break up, I develop feeling fine my hot bestfreind, admit them, and then he makes out with a someone else. I would never self harm. But I haven't ate I what 5 days? It's no big deal, I still drink water but that's about it. I stared right poetry to pass time. My poetry skill sucks but it's fun to do. It's almost like a song except there's more menacing and less singing. Trust me my singing voice sucks ass. I sound like a dying whale on crack. Weird description but I sound exactly like it. *beep* there goes my phone, again! Shawn hasn't give. Up texting me for the last couple days. I guess he FINNALY relatives he made a fault!

Recap to two weeks ago
• Shawns Pov•
But she'll never love me, suddenly Meagan comes into me and dated kissing me. No harm in kissing back. I suddenly get the urge to touch her boob. I squeeze it hard and she lightly moans pulling at my hair. When we stop kissing I turn around and see Clarissa with her mouth a jar. Oh fuck . As I see her slaking away I realize she likes me... I'm such a dumb fuck😫🔫

(AN: ooh Shawn look what you've done he better get his crap together😂😂 SHAWN GOT HIS FIRST TATTOO!!! Watch his next tattoo be a muffin. The tattoo has so much meaning and it was so cute😫❤️💘😍. Only Shawn would think so much into a tattoo. He was giving me the feels😫😭. Also congrats to Shawn he graduated lol I just realized that😂😂)

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