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Chapter 20

•Clarissa's Pov•
This can't be happening Shawn and I are both in tears. Shawn had 1 tear while I had to many to count. This child was my everything and now it's gone. The doctors have no idea what happend. To be honest I didn't either. While a huge relief that I wasn't going to have to give up my life for the baby, I was also kinda sad because I knew Shawn would now leave since he was only in it for the baby's sake anyways. He told me otherwise but the said he wasn't going to leave last time and look where that got him. I had finally come to the conclusion that I was going to leave Shawn this time, to spare myself the heart break. Because it was brutal and I don't know if can survive it again. Someone had to change and it sure as hell was not going to be me.

(AN: Sorry I haven't updated i have S few reasons

1 I'm not really in love with this book

2. I have a new book

3. I had camp

I will finish this book but keep in mind there's like 1 or 2 chapters till the epilogue. Please follow my Shawn account on insta @introducingmendes