attraction // na jaemin

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2|"i go to school?"

I kept moving around. I can't sleep. this won't end up good. as i thought to myself.

"No. stop it, eun. you can handle this. man my stomach just won't stop grumbling. i need to eat." I murmured.

It's bothering me. I got up from my probably a million dollar bed. weird flex but ok gi eun. I sneak out from my room and made myself a sandwich. I grabbed a knife just in case someone is trying to kill me even tough i guarantee that it won't happen any time soon.

I widened my eyes as i hear a small click. I immediately point my knife towards the person's neck. "Whoa there."

I turned on the lights. It's Jaemin. "Will you put that down please?" He said.

I breathe heavily, still pointing my knife at him. "What are you doing here?" I whispered. "I was going to ask you the same thing. What are you doing here Eun?"

I lowered the knife and put it on the counter. "I'm making a sandwich." I continue to make my sandwich.

"In the middle of the night? Weird." Then Jaemin make his way to the fridge. He took out a box of milk and pour it on his glass. "How is that weird? Drinking milk in the middle of the night? now that defines weird." I defense.

He shrugged and put the milk box back to the fridge. "Thats not weird though, it's a common thing if we can't sleep. I'm going back to bed, good night Eun." Then he left.

Soon, i'm done with my sandwich and went to bed. Before i go to bed, i always pray that soon, i will meet my real parents. I am really curious about my real parents.

Are they pretty and handsome? Do i have a brother or a sister? Am i rich or am i poor? Are they good?

No. My parents are mean enough to put me in the orphanage for 15 years. And they never come back. They never missed me. They don't love me like a loving child.

Nana was right. I am a mistake after all. I hate myself for being born. I wished i was never been born. I hate my life.

And i drifted to sleep.

[ Morning ]

Something interrupted me in my sleep. It was the alarm. I opened my eyes slowly and turned off the alarm.

"Yo eun, wake up! We're going to school." I got up from my bed, still sleepy. "School?" I murmured. It took me awhile to realize. "I go to school?!" I whispered to myself.

I quickly take a quick shower. After I was done taking a shower, a school uniform is laying on my bed. could it be mine?

Judging by the skirt and the shoes, yes it's mine. I immediately dress myself and tie my hair. After that, i went downstairs.

I see 6 boys wearing my highschool uniform and 1 boy wearing a middle school uniform.

"Oh? Eun-ah good morning." mum greeted me and kiss my forehead.

"You look beautiful in your school uniform." mum checking me out. I look down, totally flustered.

"Excited for your first day of highschool, Eun? You and Chenle are going to be in the same grade." I nodded as i realized that me and Chenle are the same age.

"Hurry, the driver is waiting." Then we all bid goodbye and enter the car. Surprisingly, the car is big enough to fit 8 people, well 9 with the driver.

Of course it is, it's a freaking limo. What did i expected? "To my school first okay?" Jisung said. Of course, he's still on the 9th grade of middle school.

[ a/n based on south korea education stage, 9th grade is still a middle schooler. it's their last year on middle school, I could be wrong because I googled it lmao, anyways..]

"W-what school am i entering?" I asked, shy. I'm not used to be close with all of them. Heck I'm not even used to be close with anyone. "School of performing arts aka SOPA. It's on you school blazer." Mark point his finger towards my blazer.

"Hey hey, what are you pointing at?" Donghyuck smack Mark's shoulder. Me and Mark's face turned red. "A-ah it's not like you think it is. I'm pointing at our school logo."

"Tch tch tch." Jeno crossed his arms. They still argue meanwhile me, turning my head towards Jaemin. He just sat there, reading his book. He's a little quite huh?

Someone tap on my shoulder. "Eun-ah, when were you born?" Chenle asked. "Ah, February 22nd 2001." Then he groaned.

"I turned out to be younger than you. I was born in November 22nd 2001. I was hoping that i was older than you." He pouted. I only chuckled.

Aftet the long waiting, we all finally reached our school. Jaemin and the rest entered the school normally meanwhile me and Chenle still doing the welcoming ceremony.

We decided to sit next to each other. We're still awkward to make friends. Well for me it's awkward, i don't know about Chenle.

After about 1 hour of welcoming ceremony, we went home. Turned out, me and Chenle are in the same class. what is this coincidence.

There's an awkward atmosphere in the car between me and Chenle. It's just the two of us here since the rest are still in school.

"Please talk. Ask me or the rest, anything. I can't stand here full of awkwardness." Chenle flustered.

It is indeed awkward. "Okay. Well, do you ever had a fight with the other boys?"

He shook his head. "I wouldn't call it a fight. It's more like a small argue. We didn't take things too seriously." He explained.

"Where's dad? I want to meet him since he doesn't know me yet." I said. "Dad is on a business trip. He won't comeback until next month."

"Does dad know about this? Well, about me being a new part of your family." I asked. "I think so. Mom always talks about having a baby girl to dad, and she got you. I think dad will love you as much as dad love us." He smiled.

I awkwardly smiled back in return. "Don't be so awkward between me or the rest of the boys. We are one family." He pat my back which makes me a little bit uneasy.

•••

"Whoa hey Mocha. Come back here!" Jisung running around the house, trying to catch shiba inu. "Whoa, we have a dog?" I said, blown away.

Finally, he caught the dog. "Yeah, her name is Mocha. She's a part of our family." He smiled. Damn i could die seeing his adorable smile.

"Let's play, Mocha." Jisung pet Mocha and leave went outside to the garden. A really fancy garden. Basically everything in this house are fancy.

I went to the swimming pool to see Renjun, Chenle, Jeno, and Donghyuck having a pool party. On the left, there's Mark playing with his drone.

Every boys in this house have their own personal space huh? I went back inside, took my drawing book and sat on the swing at the living room. I gotta to admit, this house is a freaking goals for sure. and it really do be calling me broke like that.

"Alone ei?" I sat up and immediately turned my body to see a cheeky Jaemin. He's just smiling at me like a creep.

"Yeah well what's your problem?" I asked. He shrugged. "You shouldn't be alone you know? It's not fun being alone." He said.

I rolled my eyes. "Whatever. Then what are you doing here mister 'positive'?" I asked.

"To make sure-" He stopped and blushed. "-well to check on everybody. I'm going to swim with the others. Wanna join?" He asked.

"I'll join that pool party soon. You go ahead, i'll catch up with you." I lowered my head. He chuckled. "Okay." He smiled.

If i see that smile once again, i might have just died.