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Michael's POV

It's the of morning of the event and I've been really nervous about today for two reasons. One because this is a really big deal to my family and this is the first time Joesph has ever put me in charge of something so I need everything to go perfect and the other reason which is the main reason is because it's the last day I'm gonna be around for awhile.

After taking a shower I go downstairs and Leanne is in the kitchen finishing making breakfast. "Breakfasts ready" She smiles as I walk into the kitchen and walks over to the table with two plates.

"Thank you" I smile pecking her lips and join her at the table. "You feeling better?" She asks and I nod. "It's gonna go ok. Just try and relax" she smiles and I sigh heavily. "But, what if it doesn't. What if the whole thing is a disaster and..."

"It won't" she cuts me off. "You've  been working really hard on this for weeks" she smiles reassuringly. "And what of it's all just been for nothing?" I mumble and she doesn't say anything for a moment. "Is that the only reason your nervous?" She says softly and I shake my head. "I can't leave you alone for that length of time. What if something happens while I'm away? I won't be able to help you if I'm in rehab and..."

"I'll be fine and Randy knows what's going on and he told you himself he'll keep a check on me and if there is a problem then we'll let you know" she says and I nod, not saying anything. "You promised me you'd get help" she says softly "and I will it's just.." I pause not wanted to finish that sentance. "Just what?" She looks at me confused and I sigh taking a deep breath, not really sure if I want the answer to this question.

"Did you and Randy ever... when you were at that place. Did you..."

"No" she cuts me off and gets up to clear the dishes and I get up and follow behind her. "I'm sorry I just needed to know if..."

"If what? I was gonna fuck your brother while you was away?" She turns and says to me sarcastically. "Randy never booked me or asked for me" she shakes her head and walks out of the room and heads upstairs.

I sigh heavily to myself and sit back at the table feeling bad about what I just asked her. We've only just had breakfast and I've already manage to piss her off. It's not that I don't trust her or think that Randy would try anything with her while I'm gone because he knows how I feel about her, but there was a time when he didn't and when she was at that brothel she didn't have a choice of who she slept with and the thought of her being with one of my brothers is something that's always bothered me. I wasn't sure if I should have asked her that question and I'm wishing I'd just kept my mouth shut, but it's something that played on my mind for so long and I just needed to know.

As I'm sitting at the kitchen table and even though i'm relived that she said no to my question. I start replaying what she said to me before she walked out and I can't help, but think about what she meant when she said Randy never booked her or asked for her and nothing happened between her and Randy. there was something about the way she said nothing happened between her and Randy, but didn't say anything about my other brothers. I know I'm probably just reading more into it because I did only ask her about one person, but the more I think about it. The more it's playing on my mind.

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Leanne's POV

After what Michael said I go into the bathroom and start crying. I really wish Michael would quit asking me things about what happend at the brothel. I am greatful for everything he's done for me and for getting me out of that place and away from my aunt, but every now an then he'll ask me something about it and I don't get why. Every second I was there was a living nightmare and as much as I try to forget, I can't. I still have nightmares and flash backs of what happened there. Especially that day and I wish I could just forget and move on with my life, but I can't no matter how hard I try, something always seems to happen which brings everything flooding back again and Michael asking questions only makes it worst.