Forbidden

True feelings

Michael's POV

It's finally Tuesday and I wake up smiling knowing that i'll get to seen Leanne today. It took me forever to fall asleep last night because I was thinking about it so much.

"Oh, fuck! not again" I sigh to myself as I'm about to get out of bed noticing my sheets. This has been happening a lot latley, especially on the days I'm going to see Leanne. "I guess I was more excited then I thought" I chuckle to myself while quickly changing the sheets.

There's a knock at the door and I frown confused looking at the time and it's only 9:30am.

"What are you doing here so early?" I ask opening the door to Randy. "No reason. I just thought we could hang out since the two of us have the day off" he shrugs casually and goes an sits on the sofa. "I thought you were having brunch with that girl?" I frown confused. "I was, but the bitch called and cancelled again. So I told her not to bother calling anymore. I can't be doing with all that playing games shit" he rolls his eyes. "I know that feeling" I chuckle. "You want some breakfast?" I ask heading towards the kitchen and he nods.

I come back a few moments lately and Randy is staring at me confused. "What's up with you?" I frown sitting beside him on the sofa "is there something you wanna tell me?"

"Like what?" I shrug taking a mouth full of my cereal. "Like maybe somthing you've been hiding?"

"No, why?"

"Are you sure? Because I won't tell anybody or judge you" he says softly "What the fuck are you talking about?" I frown confused and he takes a deep breath and sighs heavily "Are you gay?" He blurts out. "What!? No! Why would you think that!?" I widen my eyes shocked he'd even question something like that. "I won't judge you or think differently of you"

"Well I'm not! I thought that would be pretty obvious!" I snap defensively. "Then who's Ryan?"

"I don't know any Ryan" I tell him honestly. "Well you've been sending messages to him. 'Can't wait to see you again'

'I miss how good your body feels and...'

"Why are you reading my messages?" I snap cutting him off. "Your Xbox was on and I saw it. I wasnt snooping"

"Well it's not what you think and you shouldn't have been looking" I frown feeling embarrassed he saw my messages. "Why would you send stuff like that to a guy, if your not gay and there's a lot of other stuff like that too" he frowns confused. "It's not a guy" I sighs. "It's Leanne. We've been talking for the past few nights ok?"

"So why is her profile a guy?" He raises and eyebrow skeptically. "Because it's her dads old account and she uses it and just hasn't changed all the details is all" I shrug. "Then how do you know it's really her?"

"Because we have the camera on and our headsets at night"

"What if her dads logs in to his account? Aren't you a little worried he might see those messages?"

"She told me he doesn't use it anymore and even if he did. Why would it bother him. If he's ok with the kind of job she does then why would a few flirty messages bother him?" I shrug. "Does her dad even know about her working in a brothel?"

"She lives there with her aunt so probably" I shrug. "We haven't really talked about personal stuff. All she's said is that she's uses her dads old account and that's it" I shrug. I did want to get more personal with her, but I also don't want to push my luck and her to back away.

"I'm sorry for the whole calling you gay thing" Randy mumbles akwardly. "I just saw the name and messages and..."

"It's fine" I cut him off and he goes silent for a more a moment. "So... It's tuesday" he mutters. "I know" I shrug "Are you gonna tell her?"