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Nervous

Michael's POV

"The moment I met you, I knew you were special. I've loved ever since the first time I laid eyes on you. You mean everything to me and you've given me so much strength and love and I fall in love with you more and more each time I see you and I'm truly greatful for everything you've done for me and I'm honered to be the father of your children... I love you.... will you marry me?"

"Ummm...... no"

"RANDY!?" Mother snaps "I was only joking" he chuckles. "Well it's not funny! This is really important for your brother!"

"Ok. I'm sorry. Let's do it again" he shrugs. "Just try and relax" mother smiles. "But, what if she really does say no?" I say say, getting nervous again. "Now look what you've done you asshole!" Joesph frowns. "I was only joking. Anyway. This is whole thing is pointless. We all know she's gonna say yes" he shrugs. "You don't know that for sure" I mumble "What if she doesn't wanna be my wife? Or..."

"Of course she'll wanna be your wife" Tito cuts me off. "She's with you and she gave birth to your children and it's pretty clear when she looks at you, she loves you. Just try and relax and go over it again. Maybe try it on mother this time. It might feel less weird practicing on a woman" he suggests and I nod nervously.

"Just relax. You still have two more weeks until the big day. You have plenty of time to practice" Joesph smiles. "Try speaking from your heart instead of something you wrote down" mother cuts in. "He needs to practice what he's gonna say" Jermaine cuts in. "He's already babbling and getting nervous just practicing with us. If he goes in there with nothing but a ring he's gonna be a mess. He needs to know what he's gonna say to her"

"Of course he's going to know what to say if he's speaking from his heart. Michael's very romantic and sensitive" mother smiles and gives me a hug. "There's nothing wrong with being nervous. This is a big deal and I know you'll do great when it come to proposing"

"But what if I mess it up or it sounds stupid?" I say nervously "You won't sound stupid. Not if your speaking from your heart. Just like you did when you wrote that song for her. What was it called again?"

"I'll be there" I mumble "That's was a really good idea to write your own wedding song" Randy smiles "No other song sounded right" I mutter. "Well we love it and more importantly Leanne will love it too" Joesph smiles.

I'm about to speak when mother gasps and smiles as TJ and LaToya walk down the stairs with Annabelle and Ryan, dressed in the outfits I got them for the wedding.

"Awww... look at my little angels" she coos rushing over to them. "They look great, but wouldn't it be better to put one in pink and one in blue?" Jermaine asks. "Because pink and blue doesn't go with the theme... and we don't wanna look silly for mommy and daddy's wedding do we?" I coo. Taking Annabelle from LaToya. "I just think it'll make things easier for people to tell them apart. They are twins" Jermaine shrugs. "You don't want people getting them mixed up"

"Well the one in the suit is Ryan  and the one in the dress is Annabelle" I chuckle, softly and hold Annabelle close, trying to settle her as she starts to get cranky.

"Do you think Leanne suspects anything?" LaToya asks and I shake my head. "I don't think so. She hasn't said anything to you has she?" I turn to TJ knowing the two of them are close and he shakes his head. "She definitely doesn't suspect anything. Me and her spoke awhile back and she doesn't think you ever wanna get married"

"Why would she think that?" I frown confused "Because of the whole Lisa thing. She just assumed since you never mentioned marriage, that you don't ever wanna marry her" he shrugs.