Raspberry's P O V
My heart fell. My breath hitched. This isn't happening. I looked up at johnnie seeing tears coming out of his eyes. "W-why?" he sniffs and looks up at me. "I-I cheated. " tears were threatening to come out. He's lying. He's breaking up with me because I'm useless . I'm fat. I shook my head and ran out of his room. I ran outside and dropped down to my knees. "Raspberry!?Ra- there you are. Are you okay?" Shannon knelt down and hugged me. "Are you okay?" I shook my head. She helped me up and took me back inside. "W-what are you d-Doing?" I managed to spit out. "Your mom called. She said that she went on a trip so you have to stay with us." great just great. Alex and Johnnie will be here and that's a problem. "Uhm o-okay let me go get my bag." Shannon nodded and I went to Bryan's hotel room. On the way I bumped into Kyle. "Oh u-m s-sorry" I whispered then knocked on Bryan's hotel room. He opened the door and I walked straight into the bathroom and locked the door. I searched the drawer for a razor. Finally I found one. "Hello old friend" I brought the razor up to my arm and made a cut.
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I'm Not Okay ✔(editing)
Fanfiction"Can we just shut everything out ,cuddle , and watch movies. Like old times?" (I made the cover)
