CONFESSIONS.

005.

Well, it started getting worse. I was always awkward do I'd never expect thing to be extremely good, but now life is draining through my fingers and I can't control it, I can't deal with little things such as cleaning my room or staying focused for more than 2 minutes before everything gets foggy and I feel out of this world.

I've been having these panic attacks and the consequences last long after the attack finished, the way my brain functions is completely different - I'm 16 but if you didn't know you'd be assume I'm five.

I don't get out of my house during summer and I barely talk to anyone. All these years led me to not being able to talk without huge efforts, and I started writing books on Wattpad on various subjects to make sure that I still can put one word next to another.

I fear I might paralyse one day.