CONFESSIONS.

059.

okay idk why i'm doing this... but here's my confession!

so throughout my life i've struggled w/ mental health, even since i was, like, 10 (i'm 14 now) because of the multitude of things wrong with me and i'm kinda reluctant to like, address it? like, i feel that my problems are minor and invalid compared to those of other people? especially since when i was 12 i was friends with two girls who were like, highkey depressed so i always convinced myself that i was fine, because i wasn't as bad as them. i'm still like that now. i don't think i'm getting any better, though. my anxiety has only increased, i'm really really paranoid, my mood swings are intense and i kind of have this self-hate thing going on. i'm scared that when i'm older i might freak out and actually kill myself.