Dark Secrets

Chapter 15- Death

Yangs POV

Once Blake and that came back from classes me and Blake went for a walk and just spent time with each other. I was a good day but the voices were coming back, but I hid it behind my smile.

Once we got back to the dorm that night it was 10:45pm and Weiss and Ruby were already sleeping. So me and Blake got ready for bed and went into out separate beds because I was already in mine when she came out the bathroom and didn't want to climb up, but I didn't mind.

Once the light turned off and I made sir everyone was asleep I finally took of my smile. My smile was like my barrier a barrier that stopped people seeing my pain, so once it was off that's when I let everything out.

I broke down into tears finally letting it out. I put my face into my pillow to bloke out my sobs. Even though the others can't hear it but I can hear my own pain. The pain is a voice, a voice that will tell me what I truly am.

'Ugly, fat, worthless,useless, broke, depressed, suicidal, tired' these are the sort of thing the voice says to me and I believe it, because why wouldn't I believe my own mind. The voice comes when I am in the edge of giving up.

I slowly got out of bed and went to the drawer and pulled out a pen,paper and a rope. then I walked into the bathroom. The door closed behind me and I sat the rope on the counter and locked the door. I opened the drawer and pulled out the blades and without thinking I quickly slit my wrist.

I looked at the cut and started crying harder. I heard the voice say more so I did five more. I clicked the pen down so I could write. I got the paper out and wrote,

'Dear RWBY,

I'm sorry Guys but this world is just not my place
I've tried for so long to fix things
I've come to realize this world's just not for me
I'm just a waste of space
I've got no reason to stay here because I'm a Faunus and people say it's an awful race
I was misplaced
Born at the wrong time, and in the wrong place
It's OK though, cause I'll be looking down on you's
And Ruby I'm not like you , I'm not a fighter
You'll make it through the night, just hug your pillow tighter
the world around me is the one to blame
In a month  you'll forget I'm gone, Cause I am nothing special to dwell on
And Weiss, I hope this makes you stronger
You're the best friends that I ever had
Such a shame I had to make you's so very sad
But just remember that you's meant everything to me
And to my heart, Blake your the only one that held the key
Now it's time to go, I'm running out of space to write
And yes I lost my fight, but please just hold on tight
I'm watching over you, And sending down the purest and whitest doves
To watch over you's, and keep the Grimm away
I love you's all,
So this is it, world, goodbye."

I left the note of the counter unlocked the door. I stood on the toilet seat and tied on end of the rope to a hook thing on the ceiling and the other around my neck.  with out another though I stepped of the toilet.

I took my final breath It's all over now I am greeting death.