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Anamika's pov i
I dont know what beast wanted to say but I think he was trying say what he did was wrong
He was about to say something more but his phone started to ring after that I dont know but he was gone somewhere he said he will be back
I was seating at the bed while thinking about the whole wedding somehow my eyelids were too heavy
Soon I was fast asleep ..
But a loud voice broke my sleep I started seeing the surrounding he was there he broke the vase but why ?,
I have never seen this site of his may be I have seen when killed that boy who was my workmate but what happend now I m shocked and afraid because of his changing moods..
Suddenly he said ..
What happened why you are so much shocked ?
You are married to mafia king a leader of all gang leader you should get used to this don't you think so ?
What happened to him I asked him What happened why you are behaving like this all of a sudden ?
You wanted to say something before

Yaa I wanted but now I don't think I should say that ...
What ? I m Confused now
What are you saying? I asked him again..
Dont try to act innocent infront of me
I may have done a mistake once but not now you are not that innocent
You are just like other woman's aren't you the same ?
Why he is saying such things what I have done to him now I don't understand ... he was the one who forced this marriage on me but now he think I m like other woman I mean what does it really mean just like other woman ?
Please I don't understand what are you trying to say ? What I have done ? This marriage all this is what you wanted then what happened now ?
I thought he will answer sincerely but he said something which frightened me the most ...
Oh yaa I forgot you have now become my wife so I think I should be doing what a husband does with her newlywed wife on their wedding night ...
And with that in one swift moment he was there infront of me
He didn't gave me enough time to react ..
No please I shouted and backed away but he was too quick his anger was radiating out from him
Ahh I will get hold of you easily dont you think so
Please let go me I cried loud when he pushed me roughly on the wall but he just didn't stop there
He took hold of my arms and asked me
Why not anamika why not?,
Why you are disgusted by my touch?
Why don't you LOVE me ?
Somehow I can see hurt sadness in his eyes ... so I told him what I wanted to say..
Please I need some time for ...
But he didn't let me complete my sentence the sadness hurt from his eyes were again changed to anger and he shouted ...
Time for WHAT ?, for forgetting your first love ? He was that much good ? Have he ever touched you on the places where only I can touch you ?
I was shocked to hear what he said
No one never ever accused me of something like this I never got close to any boy And here he was accusing me of doing something like this ..
Stop it please what are you talking which boy what first love I dont know anything please leave me
I thought he will leave me but no he shouted again
Leave you NO never Leave you for whom for that boy . You want me to leave you for that boy don't you?

No please I really dont know whom you are talking about please leave me you are hurting me I said to him because his hold was painful instead leaving me he said
I am hurting you I am ... how can I hurt you when you hurted me the most he said in a low intimidating voice which cause goosebumps to me

I don't know what he was talking about I never got close to ANY boy I was never in any relationship with anyone and that's why I asked him what he was talking but he misunderstood me and said something which was unexpected
Whom  I was talking does that mean you were with so many boys? You were with so many boys  that you dont remember them after sometime
Have you slept with all of them
NO was all I could say at that time and I dont know how but I slapped him

He was the one who forced me to marry him he was the one who threatened me for my family's life and now he is accusing me of something like this
I dont care now whether he was mafia king I know he can give me death as a punishment but for me death will be a way to get free from his cage I cant live with someone like him
I want to get away from him he disgust me his voice his forced touch

I never dared to create such a sin in my whole life
Never ever try to touch me I m disgusted by your touch
And with that I  tried to ran away from him  but failed as one of the vase piece got stuck in my  foot

Ahhh I cried out loud it was bleeding to much whereas it was hurting as hell
I was crying but he was determined to do what he wanted
you can't ran away from me do you get that now I will make you mine
What kind a person he was how can he say such things even after seeing my condition
No please have mercy let me go
He showed no emotions but said something which made me afraid
Afraid of him and his intentions
Yes yes you will moan for me tonight
After listening what he said I  started shouting for help
No please help someone please help
I  was sliding away from him as my  foot was injured badly but he was not having any effect with rudeness he said 
Dont start your drama again
With that he placed his  shoes on my  lehenga
He  proceeded , moved further in my  direction and holded me  in bridal style and  placed me  roughly on bed
He immediately got hold of that stuck piece and moved it out  from my foot
Ahhh maaa I   cried out

You will cry out again and again in this whole night  was his words 
Which made me frightened I started shaking in fear
Please arjun stop please
What is my fault ?why you are behaving like this ,?
I almost begged him to tell me what was my fault
Why he was punishing me like this
I never ever thought about Getting raped by my own husband on our wedding night

Please arjun
Please listen to me
I begged him again and again but his hold never loosened even a bit
NO
He shouted and started kissing me forcefully roughly I never responded to his kiss

He broke the kiss
I thought he wont go beyond kiss but to my bad luck he started  unplugging my  sadi
No please arjun no
I  was putting my  hands infront of my  chest to cover myself

He caged my  body
His weight was too much
I  was still pushing him away at least I tried
please stop I never did anything wrong please ..

He  didnt said anything he  just pinned my  hands above my head and with my sadi he tied them to the bed
He  started to undress me  more

He  captured my lips again this time the intensity was more
his hands were all over on my  body
Which made me feel sick
he undressed himself and started to kiss my every body feature
I cant handle it  I  was still sobbing to get away from this monster
Then he adjusted himelf in between my  legs forcefully
NO please I shouted  and cried loudly ...
Why not you must have experienced this with someone else but you need to know your husband is the best and hereafter your body soul heart everything will be mine
He still thinks he will have me after doing this to me but he pushed himself inside me  in one swift moment only
he pushed hard which caused me crying in pain
Ahhh please its paining please leave me

Why he was doing this ? My heart soul everything was crying begging him to stop but he never stopped only stopped when he was satisfied
I was crying
My body was hurting
But after sometime

After some time I  was lightly sobbing
Anamika he called for me I didn't respond but he  turned me  around so that I  can face him 
Anamika I am not able to sleep
I want you again
How can he say  this after doing this to me no I won't allow him
but whenever I try to make a eye contact with him I get afraid of him
No. Was all that I said my voice was just like a whisper I know I m crying again but I cant help it
I started to move away from him
But he got hold of me  and did the same thing which he has done before

I dont know how he can do such things with me again and again
After long time
He was sleeping peacefully but I was restless my whole body was paining
I wanted sometime but he raped me accused me of something which was never truth
He is cruel heartless monster
I will hate him till the end of my life ..

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