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thirty

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january 5th, 2017

gay emo squad 👽😽🌟

ryan: do you guys know where andy lives

pete: hurley?

ryan: no, biersack.

ryan: brendon's over at his house and he's tripping i'm gonna fight him

patrick: he lives down the street from me i think

pete: wtf why is he there

ryan: idk

ryan: he called me talking gibberish and i asked where he was and he said he was at andys with ronnie and ashley

ryan: i asked him if he was on anything bc uh he was sounding stupid and he said "oh maybe hahahahaha"

jack: yikes

ryan: i'm so pissed

alex: he'll be ok ryan

brendon: hey it's ronnie i took his phone for a second and i hate to snoop but uh yea i'd probably come get him if i were you

jack: hey ronnie

ryan: is he okay i need to know

brendon: oh yeah, don't worry at all. he's just kind of annoying the shit out of everybody and i don't want andy to hit him bc he has a temper i don't know if you know or not

ryan: okay. what color is the house

brendon: the only blue one of the street

ryan: okay thank you

brendon: no problem

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jack: ryan it's been a few hours is everybody ok

ryan: uh i guess. he ate a few xanax so he's kinda fucked rn but he should be fine

jack: shit that's the opposite of ok

ryan: tell me about it

ryan: he's lucky i'm not bringing him back to his house

pete: where are u

ryan: i hid him in my room

ryan: it's a tuesday night my moms gonna murder me if she finds out she doesn't care on a weekend but

pete: ryan it'll be fine

mikey: just talk to him when he wakes up he's gonna hurt himself if he does this stuff like at the party

ryan: mikey, i know. this is stressing me out so bad bc i shouldn't be letting him get away with it.

ryan: this isn't the first time since the party. he's been abusing pills for a few weeks now.

pete: ... what?

ryan: i just haven't said anything... i have been hoping it'll stop but i was wrong! bc god seems to like metaphorically fucking me in the asshole FUCK MY LIFE

vic: shit

jack: ohmygod

mikey: ryan.

ryan: fuck

ryan: i don't know what to even do

vic: you know he's in the group chat still right

vic: he's gonna get mad u kinda just told everybody that he has a problem (not throwing shade or nothing just pointing this out)

ryan: i actually don't care he needs to evaluate himself and see how this effects ppl bc he seems not to care

patrick: ryan shhhhhh

ryan: fuck

pete: ryan get sleep pls. talk with him tmmrw

pete: just sleep

pete: i'll talk to him myself if you want me to.

ryan: thank u. i'll get sleep now goodnight

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lol fun fact this was meant to happen later on but literally i have no others ideas i hope this isn't tacky!

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