Eet. ♡

thirty five

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january 12th, 2017

pete, mikey

mikey; i'm so excited for bowling haha

pete: ikr

pete: i haven't heard from gabe in forever i'm excited i hope he wants to talk

mikey: did something happen? you two were close at one point if i remember

pete: kinda but kinda not idk

pete: ok so

pete: u know how i said i got head from a random guy

mikey: wait

pete: yea.. uh gabe might've been the random person

mikey: PETE.

pete: i know mikey we were REALLY DRUNK

pete: LIKE NICK ANDERSON AT MAX'S GRADUATION PARTY

mikey: WhAT

pete: nick got so wasted at max's graduation party last year he ran into the woods and almost got mauled by a bear

pete: he actually started talking to the bear like he was a person but thankfully weston showed up and saved his head

pete: BUT ANYWAY YEAH I WAS DRUNKER THAN DRUNK

mikey: omg i'm not... it's all in the past but,,, omg PETE HE

pete: HE

mikey: JESUS

mikey: GABE...

pete: i was drunk and so was he it was... a night

pete: anywho his parents hate me and got his classes switched to not be with me bc i'm a "bad influence"

pete: which was dumb bc i've known him and his family most of my life n suddenly i was a bad influence bc i "turned his son gay" but ok it's not like he's been that way his whole life

pete: not like he's told me when we were in grade school but moving on

mikey: :/

pete: the thing that pisses me off is that they accept it but says i turned him gay,,, 2+2=blanket??

pete: i miss him a lot.

pete: he was my best friend and i haven't spoken to him in about six months.

pete: like we have basic conversations every now and again but nothing major and i hate it so much. i hate not being able to talk to him. i act like i don't rly care but... i kinda do. a lot.

mikey: maybe his feelings were hurt

mikey: did you pass it off as just a drunken mistake?

pete: no

mikey: oh

pete: gabe was was always my best friend

pete: and i was lonely and fucked up and stupid and i thought i loved him in a romantic way but i know now it takes a lot to love somebody and that sure isn't love

pete: i've always loved him as my best friend. idk how he felt about me and my fucked up feelings but everything was good after the whole.. YEAH thing like we were just like o shit and gabe was like well i mean what happened happened and i was like yeah that's a way of looking at it and all was well until his parents found out we've done shit like kissed and held hands

pete: then he just stopped talking to me after his classes all got fucked.

mikey: pete... :(

pete: i'm sorry for turning this on myself

mikey: omg pete, it's fine. trust me. and you guys'll talk at bowling, trust me. he doesn't seem like that kinda guy to be a dick like anything ur worrying about

pete: it's not just me either. he hasn't spoken to patrick much either and we were all the 3 musketeers

mikey: you should definitely talk. this seems to be bothering you a lot.

pete: it does. i miss him so much mikey

pete: fuck i'm sorry you got bigger shit to deal with

mikey: pete. just bc somebody may have it worse doesn't make your feelings invalid

mikey: it's ok to be sad

pete: mikey why are you friends with me

mikey: why wouldn't i

pete: you're too nice & me? i suck

mikey: pete ur nice shush i'm not that cool

pete: ahah, sure.

pete: mikey ur the coolest dude i know shhh

mikey: :D

pete: so i'm talking to brendon when we get back to school idk what to say to him bc id be hypocritical

mikey: bc of ur past experience with that shit

pete: yeah. i did dumb shit and partied too hard and treated my friends like shit too and brendon is gonna bring that up. i don't know what to do

mikey: you can bring up how he should know better bc of your decisions...

mikey: o shit hey i'll text u later family stuff

pete: okay mikey. ilysm thank u for always talking to me

mikey: ❤️

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