i have never felt more empty
than when i have lied to say
that i can cope
i have never felt more hollow
than when i have denied
help
for once
if i were to be honest
I'd tell you
that my mind
makes me fear for my own life
and the thought that
i may one day
once again lose control
makes me want
to try it
out again
just for curiosities sake
-n.c
