there are days
when it feels like
my world
is crumbling away
under my feet
and the things that
i felt that i had
control over
are slowly but surely
slipping out of my grasp
and out of control
through my palms that are
wet
with tomorrow's
anxiety induced perspiration
-
i feel like i am falling
and i can only hear my thoughts
over the sound of the wind
dancing
through my hollow bones
-
i cannot eat
i find it funny
that my universe seems to be
crashing down
but
my food does not stay down
-
when will this be worth it?
-n.c