everything gets better
and then it gets worse
minds dancing on
extreme sides of the spectrum
an either-or game between
good and
very very very bad
the middle unknown
a balance having
never existed
it's like clockwork
these things
everything will be lovely and
bright
and the next moment
that same
bright light
burns into
anger and rage
and everything goes
red and black
black and blue
with purple in between
i dream of
normalcy.
-n.c