i just wish
that someone could love me
the way that
people could only ever describe as
magic
i wish that
i wasn't so repulsive
and scared off
any heart
that might have healed mine
i just want to know
what it is like
to be content
with another soul
and feel
what i have
been missing out on
however
that is not how life works
so i guess
i shall love with no boundaries
and be loved by none
till i sleep
and maybe then
they will
love me
-n.c
