God Eater: Yuu Kannagi

Chapter 28- Soma's lesson

Author'$/Narrator'$ Perspective:

He was thrown back in pain. Blood flowing from his nose, The boy with a white hair grabs him punching him more.

Soma's POV/Perspective:

I gotta beat the crap out of Yuu, he was freaking annoying. And he wasn't like that. After a few more smacks and cracks, i stopped. I saw his face in crimson, looking terribly in pain. Gah. I overdid it again.

"Now that was felt, right?" I asked so i would know if he like some more.

He cried, tears fall and he can barely move. His voice is low, and he was looking pretty bad. I still want to beat him though.

"Thank you, Soma..." he said barely, pushing himself to talk.

A thank you? That was new...

"Hey." I jabbed him. "If you become  an idiot again, i'd be glad to kill you next."

He laugh and chuckled, tapping my shoulders as he stand slowly.

"Yeah maybe next time... Hah. Thanks, really..."

This dumb. He have a death wish? Pfft.

He left sighing, ignoring the pain i've given him. My lesson cut through him it seems. Then i am glad it did, if not i'll teach him again and again until he learns.

Yuu's perspective/POV:

I take a nap in my bed, Soma's lesson was helpful. I realized something.

I should not let my emotions take over my head. I should'nt think of the negativity, the lesson i teached to Alisa, but i didn't follow.

Whew... enduring this cuts and swells...

Soma sure is harsh.

Anyways, i gotta sleep now. Stretching, i had a cat nap, temporarily forgetting the pains and problems i have.

But i felt sorry for myself again.

Leader Lindow i'm so sorry.

I am nothing but a burden ever since i come.

I am deeply sorry. For everyone.

If i don't do something soon, they'll die because of my stupidity.

Arggh! Being pessimistic again!

Then my head became empty, entering REM sleep (Rapid Eye Movement)... relaxing and falling to unconciousness, instead of napping i fall to a deep slumber.

I hate myself now, just like everyone does.

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I got no options... i'll push myself, i'll look for Lindow again tomorrow. If they don't let me, i will go out without a God Arc. That must be a punishment...

Really... Soma was right, I'm an idiot.

I just wanna die... this suffering, this hatred... everything. It turned me to a damned crappy idiot brat and i cannot forgive myself.

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