Dangerous Level

Book III - chap 6

A terrain of thoughts flash before my eyes that nearly choke me to death... it is like i was struck by a lightning and my life flashes before my eyes.

My life with Zaire... flashes before my eyes.

Biglang umikot yung mundo ko, at dahil narin marahil sa hilo ay sumuka ako ng sumuka. Kasabay ang pagtulo ng luha ko at halos hindi ako makahinga. 

"Haizea!" I can hear the panic in ZAire's voice habang marahang hinahagod ang likod ko. 

"Draimor! Call the medics now!" utos nya. 

"Zaire..." i weakly said

"I am here Haizea" 

"Zaire... I am sorry" 

"it's okay, you don't need to say anything" 

"I am sorry for leaving you..." my tears began to fall non stop. Nanlaki yung mata ni Zaire.

"You are here now, that's the most important thing to me" 

"I won't deny you anymore... i won't resist you anymore... I won't leave you anymore" 

everything i have done is to hurt ZAire pero sa kabila nun, hindi nya pa rin ako tinatalikuran. Imbes na magalit sya sa akin dahil iniwan ko sya. Andito pa rin sya sa tabi ko. 

bakit ko ba sya pinahihirapan? at bakit ko ba pinapahirapan ang sarili ko?

"you... remember?" 

"Are you still mine ZAire?" 

"No one else will have me... no one else, only you" then he embrace me with all his might and i did the same. 

I miss his scent, I miss his hard body,  I miss his voice, everything about him. 

"I love you Zaire" bigla ko na lang nasabi. 

Bigla syang natigilan, mukang hindi makapaniwala... but he eventually give me a warm smile that comes from the bottom of his heart. 

"I love you more" he whisper.

This Lycan, this Demon, or monster or beast is truly mine. 

Matapos kong magpalit ng damit ay agad akong pinakain ni Zaire, he is very attentive to me. 

"Zaire, please don't hate Raven" I finally said. 

Bigla syang umiling.

"He took you away from me, I take it that he is betraying me" 

"No... Raven never betrayed you Zaire. The reason he did that is for you. I am your weakness, other Lycans can target me just to get to you. Iniiwasan lang ni Raven na mangyari yun, maaaring hindi mo nagustuhan ang paraan nya ng pagpapahalaga sayo, pero hindi ako naniniwala na kaya ka nyang pag taksilan, hindi ka nya magagawang talikuran Zaire" 

"But still..." 

"He is not just a beta to you, he is a friend and i don't want you to lose that. So please... " 

" I don't know, but-" 

Biglang may kumatok. 

"Alpha" saad ni RAven habang may ibinigay na sulat kay Zaire. Napangiti naman ako dahil tinanggap yun ni Zaire. 

Kitang kita ko na kumunot ang noo ni Zaire at nagtiim ng bagang habang binabasa ang sulat. 

"Bakit? may problema ba?" pag aalala ko. 

"fucking magistrate. dwelling into things they shouldn't dwell on" 

"Magistrate? what's that"