Undesirable

Ch 2 - Humiliation & Pain

It hurt me that the mother who saw me growing up, how knows how I behave and how I am would side up with a person just because he is a billionaire without even hearing my side of the story.

I realized that no one will hear my pain it will be my burden to take. I promised to me I will not cry and I will do whatever he asks but I will make sure to keep myself out of his way.

Next Day

I woke up the next day and freshened myself and I kept gazing at the garden visible from the balcony of my room. I soon recovered from the trance of my past life when my stomach growled for food. Thinking back to his words and my own resolution to stay out of his way I called the phone in the kitchen.

"Hello I am Evelyn" I said when someone lifts it.

"Yes Mrs. Evans" I heard a maid say.

"Could you please bring my breakfast in my room?" I asked.

"I am sorry Mam but it is against the rules of this mansion to eat in their room. You will have to come down yourself and take it because servants are forbidden to take food in the rooms" She said.

I was surprised because yesterday he told me to eat in my room and staff was very much present at that time, sighing I hung up and made my way downstairs only to find my husband eating his breakfast. Though I wanted to talk to him about the food arrangements but I could not gather the courage to do so.

Seeing him after the night events was painful, and since I was not in a mood for another session of insult I made my way back to my room. It hurt to know that he doesn't care about me, well nobody ever did but somehow I expected him to even though everyone rejected me. I didn't eat anything since last night and not being well was making me emotional. I recalled my childhood memory when I was around 11 years.

I remember when Tessa, Brianna or Aron would fall sick Mom and Dad would spend the whole night sitting at their bed in their room. I loved the care they gave them. But when I fall sick, Dad and Mom went to a party  leaving me alone in the house and my siblings have their exams so Dad sent them over to his friends so they won't be sick because of me. I stayed alone in my room, though my food and medicines were kept on the table next to my bed. But no one was there to take care of me. 

At that time I thought that all of them had important things to do and once my parents will be back by night they would care for me like how they do for my siblings. I ate my lunch which was cold can soup and since I didn't know how to light a stove or Micro it. I ate it cold and took my medicine and slept. I woke up in the middle of the night and still no one was home. I saw the window of my room was open and the curtains were fluttering. When I got down and tried closing them I saw a black figure standing near my window. I closed the window swiftly and locked it before pulling the curtains over it and locked my room door and hide in the warm sheets. 

I heard the noise of someone knocking my window and when I ignored them I heard someone banging our front door. I was scared but I made no noise apart from my heavy breathing due to fear and kept myself hidden.  I heard footsteps coming near from inside my home and someone trying to unlock the front door of my room. It scared me that the person was inside my home now and could harm me. 

After some time I heard a phone ring and the footsteps faded and the person left from our front door. I listened for noise and heard none but still, I didn't get up from my place because I was afraid he will come back. The whole night I was shivering in fear which resulted in increasing my body temperature. I would have fainted if not  I hearing a car being pulled up in our parking and soon the front door opened. I heard and heard my parent's voice, they were discussing how the front door was open.