THE SUBSTITUTE BRIDE

PART II: Heartbeat

Jade Guevarra's Pov

"Babe pang ilang yakult mo na iyan? Daig mo pa ang naglalasing" tanong sakin ni Cathleen. Kakarating lang namin dito sa dati niyang tinitirahan. Yes, wala na kami sa Palawan dahil bukas ng umaga ang binyag ni Baby Nicole and she promise na sasamahan niya ako.

"Uhm 8?" Sagot ko habang humihikbi.

"Mag dinner nalang kaya tayo?" Tanong ni Cath sa tabi ko.

"I'm not hungry ikaw nalang" sagot ko sa kaniya habang nakatingin sa TV screen, nag vivideoke kasi kami.

"Hay nako kang bata ka, jan ka lang maghahanda ako ng dinner natin. Hindi pwedeng di ka kakain" tumayo na si Cath at ininom ko na ang nag iisang yakult na nasa center table.

"Ikanta mo nalang yang nararamdaman mo" tapik sakin ni Cathleen. Recently napapansin kong mas lalo kong namimiss si Althea kaya ang bagsak non is to cry and cry. Tulad ngayon, hindi ko naman aiya gaanong iniisip pero after a while bigla nalang siyang pumasok sa isip ko. Siguro dahil nandito nanaman ako sa lugar na ito at bukas...probably.. tomorrow magkita kami? Wag nalang kaya akong pumunta? Argh!.

"Cath, please bring me another pack of yakult" sigaw ko sa kaniya habang nasa kitchen siya.

"Wait a sec. Babe" sigaw rin niya. Naghanap ako ng pwedeng kantahin mula sa song book. Then nag press ako ng number.

"I miss those brown eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep
Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now I miss everything about you
I can't believe it, I still want you
After all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you, whoa...

I see your brown eyes
Every time I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you
It's like I'm not with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now I miss everything about you (still you're gone)
I can't believe it, I still want you (And I'm lovin' you, I never should have walked away)
After all the things we've been through (I know it's never gonna come again)
I miss everything about you
Without you, whoa...

But I never told you
What I should have said
No I never told you
I just held it in

And now I miss everything about you (still you're gone)
Can't believe it, I still want you (And I'm lovin' you, I never should have walked away)
After all the things we've been through (I know it’s never gonna come again)
I miss everything about you
Without you, whoa, no, no..."

Love tell me, how can i move on? I'm still inlove with you. Akala ko okay na tapos na yung part na iniiyakan kita pero heto almost two months na kong umiiyak sayo. Ako dapat yung unang nag move on dahil ako yung nang-iwan sayo.

Kung pwede ko lang ibalik ang nakaraan sa mga panahong tayo pa at masayang nagmamahalan.

Lablab...i still love you. I'm so sorry for everything.

Kung sana lang naging matatag ako.

Kung sana lang hindi ako nagpadala sa lungkot nung mawala ang baby natin.