An Arrange Marriage to the mafia(Drug Cartel)

Chapter 46

2 Months later 

Simone Williams 

It has been a while since yall heard from me and the others well let me tell you what has been going on we all are eight months pregnant so the doctor told all of us that we can give birth really soon or even at nine months but he told us to take it slowly .

So today is the day of our baby shower and so the color theme is blue ,purple and white because two of us is having a boy and the other two a girl so I am so excited for the baby shower today and my sister in law Jada is planning the shower .

So I am currently out of my bed and I just went to check on the twins who are still one they will be two next year  and Jamaya  is two and she is in the terrible two stage like just yesterday she threw a tantrum so I cut her lil hip .

Anyhow so the ladies are coming by me so we can get ready for the shower so I decided to strip out my pajamas and into the shower cause I know Jada gon be rowing me if she knew I didn't bathe yet .

I remember me, starting at myself

See these same two eyes, see these same two feet

I remember you, you who I used to be

You still look the same, but you don't hurt like me

Look at my reflection, somewhere my affection

Disappeared, isn't here, nothing left to say

Memories they fading, but I'm the one who makes them

So I keep the love close to enough to say

What if this life is all that we're given

We just can't stop living, scared of what we'll see

'Cause in this world, anything can hurt you

Push you, then forget you

Stole my history

But I remember me, I remember me

It don't matter where I go, what I'm told, now you know

I remember me, I remember me

Even if I say goodbye, start to cry, do or die

I remember me, I remember me oh oh

I tell you what my name is

And ain't nothing gon' change it

'Cause what you are is what you are

Even if your memory's flawed

I go to places, trying to find familiar faces

They don't show, but I still know

They don't have to look for me

I dream about, I dream about

The place where all the broken pieces fit together

'Cause in this world, anything can hurt you

And it push you, then forget you

And stole my history

But I remember me, I remember me

It don't matter where I go, what I'm told, now you know

I remember me, I remember me

Even if I say goodbye, start to cry, do or die

I remember me