P.S. I Hate You (Harry Styles)

Chapter 57

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- Blue -

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"Just because I kissed you, doesn't mean that I forgive you at all, Harry. I kissed you, because I missed you." I whispered into his ear, my hand on his shoulder.

"Well.. I missed you too. Blue, I know we've built up this whole trust thing, and I think I just completely ruined it for us.. Blue please, give me the chance to prove to you I can do better this time. I want to do better." He looks at me sadly. "Please."

"A chance. If you know me well, you'll find a way to fix things. I'll give you that. But right now, I'm not letting these kids know you're the father." I shook my head. "Harry, I've been stressing for five years, and you think one single apology and an excuse will get everything back to normal? Well it won't. Because you'll have to work harder than that."

"I'll do anything it takes.''

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Harry left that day, with a smile on his face, knowing he had another chance at this. And he didn't want to mess up again.

"He seems so nice, mommy." Emma smiled from the couch, as I nodded.

"Yeah, he really is." I chuckled, but it was more of a forced chuckle.

"Will he come back?" Tyler follows.

I nodded. "Of course he will. He's just got some things to take care of. He's quite busy, actually."

"Oh. That's how big boys are. Always so busy." Tyler shook his head, pouting. "When I grow up, I wouldn't want to be busy mommy!"

"Well it's all a part of growing up, Ty.'' I smiled, ruffling his hair playfully. "But hun, you don't have to worry at all about that right now. You're still a child, so live that."

He nods heavily. "I love being a kid."

"I want to be a woman. So I can wear make up and pretty clothes like you mommy!"

I aww'd, smiling. "Hey, you can wear pretty clothes whenever you want sweetie. Remember that."

She grins, hugging me from my waist as I smile.

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"Hey Gem, do you mind watching the kids for me for about an hour maybe? I have something to do, but if you can't it's alright, I--"

"No, no I can watch them for an hour, it's okay."

"Thanks, you're a lifesaver." I chuckled.

"Right then, bye Blue."

As soon as I hung up, the kids were playing with their toys and stuff in the living room, me smiling.

"Alright guys, well I have something to do quickly, but Aunt Gemma is coming over to watch you two for a little. Be good, alright?"

They nodded towards me, as I quickly kiss them both on the top of their heads. Putting on a coat, I grabbed the car keys, and I hear a knock at the door.

"Thanks again, Gem." I spoke, opening the door as she nods.

"Definitely! I love these kids, just can't get enough of them." She shrugged, smirking.

Laughing, I agreed with her before saying bye and closing the door behind me.

Making my way to the car, I hopped in, staring out at nothing for a little before I decided to reverse the car and go on ahead.