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twenty eight

~ REUPLOAD BECAUSE I POSTED IT LATE AT NIGHT AND NO ONE SAW IT ~

~Camila's POV~

Flashback:

After the crying was over, I realize what I'm doing and push him away.

"What are you doing, Camila?"

I turn around and walk away.

"Camila!" He starts after me.

"I can't- We can't do this." I run my hands through my hair.

"Can't do what?" He asks.

"This thing we have, it won't work."

"Why not?" He questions.

"It hasn't worked very well so far. There's always something getting in the way, keeping us from being together."

"You're right- but that doesn't mean we should stop trying!" He exclaims.

I sigh.

"Yeah, but-" I trail off.

"But what?" I stay quiet.

"Exactly," he says, "So what if the world wants us apart- I sure don't. Why should you give up all our effort over some stupid misunderstanding?" He asks.

He was right. He wanted this relationship to last. Did I?

Of course I did. I couldn't believe he thought I wouldn't.

"Says the one who ran away like a fucking six year old!" I screamed, having a change of heart. I wouldn't let him sweet talk me into a toxic relationship again.

"Camila, you don't understand. I was in a bad mental state- things could've gone so much worse if I stayed."

"Not for me, it couldn't. I had to pretend I was okay, but on the inside I was broken. You left me for days, wondering where you were, what we are. There are a million things you could've done to make things better- but you chose to ignore me."

"Why do you think everything revolves around you? Can't you see I was broken too? Someone who I thought I could trust kissed me to make you jealous, and the most important thing in my life now hates me. You hate me!"

"I never said I hate you!" I scream, collapsing on my bed.

I shove my face into my pillow. My whole body clenched as I silently cried.