Cheating

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i grow my fingernails long
so i can dig them underneath
the scabs my body makes
to protect me from things
just like this.
only to see a little bit of blood
against porcelain skin,
only to feel a tiny sting.
but i'm not making a slice,
so it doesn't count.
it doesn't count.
it doesn't count.
right?

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